Another day in the life of the bastard known as Jaret.
Well today started off ok. I was really hoping to make a nice post but things began to go downhill near the middle of lunch period, but now I'm getting ahead of myself. This morning during second period I had my drama exam to do. And I was really nervous because to be honest I really wasn't sure how ready my group was. It could have went a bit
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I'm not going to lie and say I'm not dissapointed in the decission you've made. I am. I sincerely would have hoped that you wouldn't have taken this step so lightly. I begged and pleaded to you numerous times in the past to not get yourself into a sittuation that in the future, you'll regret. but you have. And I know that you will regret it in the future. It's the plain, blunt, honest truth. That is one-third of the reason why I'm pissed. Another third would be that it is as if you didn't even take my advice into considderation. I wonder as if every bit of advice I've ever given to you has EVER been taken into considderation, actually. I'm afraid to ask you how you're doing in school.
And I think it's clear what the last reason is, as to why I'm pissed.
And what makes me even more pissed is you're being totally emo about it and it sickens me, because you look like a whimp, and you're not. You know me, I have the lowest tollerance for people who put themselves down and who think that sulking about their problems and everything they've done wrong is going to solve anything. It's a weak-minded attitude. It's not you, I know it. I don't understand why you have to make everything more dramatic than it already is. All those "I'm so sorry, I hate myself, you hate me, you'll never wanna talk to me again" text messages turn my stomach. Don't you realize it? You're making the sittuation WORSE with that attitude. Lighten up, man! You didn't murder someone. I'm only pissed, and friends are entitled to be pissed at their friends sometimes, but it doesn't mean the friendship is going to fucking end. I dunno who you're hanging around with who influences you to have that attitude, but I fucking want to beat up people like that.
Jaret, I love you like a brother man, and although I'm dissapointed in your decission, I'm not going to be upset forever and I still care about you. You're fucking human, and you're entitled to make mistakes, so don't ever feel more sorry than you should.
Some future advice though... and you'd better fucking take it if you want women to view you as a gentleman... don't jump on the next broad who's willing to give you some putang, cuz girls like that have insecurity issues and think a good deep dicking's gonna solve them. They lure you in with a friendly cutesypoo attitude, become your new best bud and BOOM, she's got you in the lack. I don't give a shit how many guys a girl like that has fucked... it's a slut thing to do. Especially the ones with no remorse to your sexual experience stattus. I'm fucking 20 years old. I've seen it all. Don't be a dumbass, Jaret.
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