how does it all work out?

[kerosene_town]

...life is way to short. i dont understand how the world works. one minute someones there....you're sitting a few rows away from them at graduation, then two years later you find out that they're in a pretty much fatal car accident. even if you're not close with them, it hits something in you. it hts that spot when you realize that it could all be gone in a second.  what do you do? do you cry? you feel bad. you feel sad. but do you cry? you cant control it. you've spent four years with this person you've never been close to and then you hear this news and what happens? there it is. it HITS you in that spot. its uncontrolable. it makes you think about life and what you're holding in and what needs to be said to the ones around you. good && bad.  so much stuff hasnt been said to everyone that needs to be and sometimes when things like this happen how long i'll be around to tell them. its pretty morbid to think like this, but how can you not.

basically
life is short and i need to start making decisions about things that are important to me.