"Fat"
The word "fat". A lot of people tend to not say it directly in front a person... Because it sounds harsh. They subtitute it with "chubby" or "overweight" or "obese". Why not just tell it to me "You're a fat bitch". If they can't get you, they use the word. And you just have to try to become skinny.
What is skinny? Is it when you're down to your ribs and you have nothing left but skin and your insides? Is it when you finally become underweight? Is it when you're smaller and thinner than everyone else you know? Why does everyone have the goal to become a skinny person? Why not healthy? Or regular sized?
And why does this matter about women more than men? They're not as skinny as sticks all the time... and yet they don't have to think about weight as much as us women. Why do we have to look stick skinny?
So many questions to the people that call us people fat. I want to tell those people that tell other people "haha, you're so fat... why don't you lose those pounds like us?" .... Us? We're not qualified as people? Because of our size? Or because they want to feel special? Yea, I'll try to lose pounds.... For my health. NOT for the people around me. I rather be fat and stand out instead... but for my health its bad, that means I might get more sicknesses, more hurdles to go over... And no one wants that. Its not like I'm not trying... Its not as easy as some people that don't eat for a day, and all of the sudden they're 1 size smaller...
Sorry I know it doesn't even go out to you guys... but I'm just mad at my parents. Everytime they get mad at me, they don't look at me as an equal. And they're excuse is, "We're not fat like you" Is that even a reason? Can't you be in higher position if you looked bigger than someone?
What is skinny? Is it when you're down to your ribs and you have nothing left but skin and your insides? Is it when you finally become underweight? Is it when you're smaller and thinner than everyone else you know? Why does everyone have the goal to become a skinny person? Why not healthy? Or regular sized?
And why does this matter about women more than men? They're not as skinny as sticks all the time... and yet they don't have to think about weight as much as us women. Why do we have to look stick skinny?
So many questions to the people that call us people fat. I want to tell those people that tell other people "haha, you're so fat... why don't you lose those pounds like us?" .... Us? We're not qualified as people? Because of our size? Or because they want to feel special? Yea, I'll try to lose pounds.... For my health. NOT for the people around me. I rather be fat and stand out instead... but for my health its bad, that means I might get more sicknesses, more hurdles to go over... And no one wants that. Its not like I'm not trying... Its not as easy as some people that don't eat for a day, and all of the sudden they're 1 size smaller...
Sorry I know it doesn't even go out to you guys... but I'm just mad at my parents. Everytime they get mad at me, they don't look at me as an equal. And they're excuse is, "We're not fat like you" Is that even a reason? Can't you be in higher position if you looked bigger than someone?