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Lets see,
Still waiting on KSC to decide whether or not to accept me. Still filling out the fafsa. Was gonna get a recomendation today from Mary Crawford who was my drawing one teacher but aparently she forgot about it or some such so now I have to wait till tuesday on that. Im not happy about that. Fafsa and other financial stuff is still bing a little scary. On the bright side my grandfather is willing to co-sign a student loan so if I do get in and get all the stuff done I do have the option.
Had lots of apointments this week. I think at the next apointment with voc. rehab they might actualy do what they should have done so long ago and put me in touch with a person who can actualy get me a job. That'd be nice. I got aproved for food stamps and I can go get them I think any time now. I dont recall if I need to bring anything with me ID wise so I need to make a phone call. Need to get my birth certificate so I gotta go look for that in my stuff. Been applying for shit-tons of stuff.
Need to get my ass in gear in regard to a conversation I need, or would very much like, to have.
Still job searching. Got some aps today. Not sure about whats gonna happen with that though cause if I get a job I dont think I'll be able to have it for very long if I get to be a student. That whole not having enough time to be a full time student and hold down a full time job. I imagine I'll figure it out.
On a very different note OMG!!! OMG!! Fallout 3!! Got to play it the other day. It was amazing. You have no idea. Seriously, nine years of waiting was so worth it. I cant even describe it. Its like a drug, I swear Im going through withdrawl. Anywho.
I do think Im doing a lot better than I was last week. I feel happier, more socialable, better. Still not 100% but I think thats a lot to ask in my situation. In times passed I never really was aware of the differences in my mood and such due to depression but looking back on the other week in comparison to the way I feel now I can see a major difference. Its a bit scary. I can say though that I know what turned it around. Im not sure how I feel about it though. I find it a bit odd. Not to say that I dont like the fact that I feel better now far from it but Im not sure what to think about how it happened.
Still waiting on KSC to decide whether or not to accept me. Still filling out the fafsa. Was gonna get a recomendation today from Mary Crawford who was my drawing one teacher but aparently she forgot about it or some such so now I have to wait till tuesday on that. Im not happy about that. Fafsa and other financial stuff is still bing a little scary. On the bright side my grandfather is willing to co-sign a student loan so if I do get in and get all the stuff done I do have the option.
Had lots of apointments this week. I think at the next apointment with voc. rehab they might actualy do what they should have done so long ago and put me in touch with a person who can actualy get me a job. That'd be nice. I got aproved for food stamps and I can go get them I think any time now. I dont recall if I need to bring anything with me ID wise so I need to make a phone call. Need to get my birth certificate so I gotta go look for that in my stuff. Been applying for shit-tons of stuff.
Need to get my ass in gear in regard to a conversation I need, or would very much like, to have.
Still job searching. Got some aps today. Not sure about whats gonna happen with that though cause if I get a job I dont think I'll be able to have it for very long if I get to be a student. That whole not having enough time to be a full time student and hold down a full time job. I imagine I'll figure it out.
On a very different note OMG!!! OMG!! Fallout 3!! Got to play it the other day. It was amazing. You have no idea. Seriously, nine years of waiting was so worth it. I cant even describe it. Its like a drug, I swear Im going through withdrawl. Anywho.
I do think Im doing a lot better than I was last week. I feel happier, more socialable, better. Still not 100% but I think thats a lot to ask in my situation. In times passed I never really was aware of the differences in my mood and such due to depression but looking back on the other week in comparison to the way I feel now I can see a major difference. Its a bit scary. I can say though that I know what turned it around. Im not sure how I feel about it though. I find it a bit odd. Not to say that I dont like the fact that I feel better now far from it but Im not sure what to think about how it happened.