Oct 23, 2008 13:25
Lets see,
My Grandfather got back to me and he is willing to co-sign student loans. (He gets so many more points than my parents) Checked my KSC aplication and its all done and ready to be looked at so thats cool. Heres hoping I get accepted. Feeling good about the stuff with MFS.
On a darker note I havnt really spent time with friends as of late. I think its beginning to take a tole on me. I dont think I've laughed in the past day or two. Thats not cool. I mean really laughed. Not the small ones you have when something kinda amusing happens but the big bottom of your gut ones you have when one of your friends says something fucking amazing. I think I miss that.
Still feel a little ashamed. Still feel a little akward. Trying to move on though.
Ever have one of those situations where you feel like things would be all ok again if you could only figure out some way to break the ever increasing amounts of akwardness building up around it?
lametastic