What is going on in my head???
I've been so out of it lately, like I have so much to say but I just don't say anything. Steph and James broke up and that's like a stab in my heart cuz I thought they were happy and I just can't stand when the people I love cry! I got home today and cried and I'm not even sure why because I can't even organize the shit in my head, it's all I know how to do right now. I'm getting so nervous about school, I mean what if I do so many years in college to be a Vet and have nothing to show for it? What if I change my mind at the last minute. I'm so sick of these what if's! I've had so much to say to Brandon lately, but I just can't get anything out.I've been so worried about my future, and I want him to go to the college of his choice and I'm just blowing everything out of proportion. I just want everything to turn out perfect, but I have to wait and find out what'll happen...Here we go again: I don't know how to get anything else out...