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Hello. Well, anyway...my mom read the book....Me and sams book. Anyway, she knows about the little problum me and keatons problum. shit man why does she have to do this shit i mean jesus! anyway, I am screrwed for the next 2 months anyway holy fuck. i didnt go to school today and i havent talked to keaton since saturday for like 3 mins. But I dont care. I will wait for him becuase obviously I annoy him and i dont want to. But I hope he isnt annoyed with me. But wow my mom is sitting here talking to me. and i am so upset about her reading the book and knowing everything. I am scared for the first time. She is telling me about keaton and what it looks like from her point of view....just like last time. I hate that i hate that when she says that its stupid its not like last time keatons at least likes me somewhat from how hes acting IDK? i am so confuzzed and idk? i feel like im being torn apart in 6 different ways. I just wish keaton cared a little bit more and he hasnt been reading these lately so it doesnt matter. he thinks im stupid and a baby and whinny but in all acuallity im not i am in pain. I just now started telling people becuase i couldnt take being alone. well i got to look up sciciotrists on the net ttyl.