Apr 27, 2008 22:04
hmm..oh mohamad...he's a funny character...i dont really know what to write about him..he's a 25 year old guy from the middle east i am assuming..i am not quite sure..thats just what he looks like..hah..but i am quite positive he likes me and its not that i dont like him, just not as anything other than a friend...i've known him for like 2 weeks...and seen him maybe 5 times and 3 out of those 5 times it was just in passing..i should have seen it coming though the first two days he trained me...hmm..oh well...i spose i feel like i have to be nice because i've been him before..pretty much every time i've liked a boy that boy never seems to like me..which is fine because that means they arent the right person for me...but it still hurts and i dont want to hurt him..i dont know why i would..i hope he doesnt have his hope up to far..and i know its not fair to him to think that i like him too..but i am not going to worry about that until i actually act like i like him...i've not said anything to make him think that i do..and i am hoping that with this whole "party" thing i will be able t bring someone with me so that maybe he'll get the hint and so that i wont feel so awkward. :) anywho..i guess thats about the only thing going on right now..oh misunderstandings...you happen a lot lately..
can i have straight hair now? hmm...i want it back but then i think i would miss curly hair even though its not too curly right now..lol oh hawk nelson! how i've missed you!! lol..anywho..lol...umm..yea..hair..i member when i used to have straight hair, it sucked to try to even scrunch it..it needs the base to be able to curl..
i dont much feel like babbling on tonight..i am sleepy weepy...and its only 1021...