Apr 18, 2006 13:10
okay so its 1:10 in the afternoon... I just woke up... although I didn't really sleep last night I thought I was gonna hurl all night long... Everytime time I wake up I change the laundry so thats nice at least Im gettin something done today!! And its so nice outside go figure I dont feel good on a day like this... ahh pisses me off!! So I still have to water the grass and a few other things lol!! Okay so heres the deal... Went to the doctors yesterday... I didnt get any 3 D pictures however I did get to regular ultrasounds showing me he was for sure a boy... I am kinda upset because for one he wasnt layin right so we couldnt get any really good shots of his face so he didnt even do a 3 D ultrasound and two he is breach so if he doesnt move soon my doctor said he would have to take him out c section... thats fine but I still wanted to experience the natural birth and if I have to get c section our second one has to be done the same way... they wont let me do vaginal after I have had a c section... so I am scared and sad all at once for many of reasons those are just a few... One good thing about c section is he can come up to 10 days early... So that means I could have him on June 22, or I could wait til June 27 for my Grandma Clarks Bday or June 28 for my deceased Grandpa on my moms side so thats a hard one... I'd like for it to be the 22 so he can be ready to spend time outdoors on the fourth of july thats a big family day for my moms side so I dunno... As long as he comes out okay Im not gonna worry about it lol.. which he will I just need to be patient and understanding of him!! lol!! So Im feeling a wee bit better.. I sent robert to the store to get me a pepsi and a deli sandwich in which he is back so Im going to get going!! Im feelin better about the whole doctor appointment but any input will help lol!!
Love you all!!
hugs KIM
love robert forever!!