once on this islands opens thursday
guys i can't wait my play opens this thursday. im so ready. my parents are getting mad beacause ill ask them to help me remember some blocking at home and there mad cause im always using them. and this year has gotta be it. cuz fowler kinda said this was it. and its kinda hard to tell if she has made up her mind about it. not the whole directing but submitting. i think she has a inferiority compelx( i think thats how you spell it). anyways in some ways i dont blame her. sometimes the whole thing in its entirity(i really cant spell today) is exhausting. maybe she just needs a rest. well idk. this year has been more revealing to me as a person rather then as student. i mean i am officially over all the bullshyt. so not worth it. feeling upset all the time not cool. so yeah. but i gotta be out now so uh later