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worst week of my fucking life.
i'm having family&friends& school problems.and even MY LOVE LIFE SUCKS ASS.
umm yeah, i don't like danny anymore.i wasted 5 months cuz of him.
well there was this boy *no names mentioned here* and i liked him since about october,and everyday i would like him more and more and i like fell inlove with him.i mean yeah,at first i thought he was those player-ish people but he's just a flirt,but w/e.well he found out i liked him and was the sweetest thing to me,i liked him so much. the last 2 weeks we didn't really talk cuz he thought i was mad at him and was scared to talk to me.well tuesday was his last day of school and i found that out in 5th period.he's going top clevend cuz he got kicked out or some bullshit like that.i was so extremly sad,i was in PAIN.i knew i was gonna see him in 6th period so i could atleats say goodbye to him and get a hug..well turns out he never came to 6th period.i never got to say goodbye to him,or that i'll miss him and that i was never mad at him.do you know how much that sucks? especially knowing that you will NEVER see his face ever again.that made me cry,and well i cant get over him,i just CANT.i miss him so much.i never have felt that way in my life,not even with danny or uhh faggot payam. im seriously getting depressed and i DONT like that.i'll never get over him,so i guess i'll never be okay.
i'm so heart broken.
i love *him* forever.
i'm having family&friends& school problems.and even MY LOVE LIFE SUCKS ASS.
umm yeah, i don't like danny anymore.i wasted 5 months cuz of him.
well there was this boy *no names mentioned here* and i liked him since about october,and everyday i would like him more and more and i like fell inlove with him.i mean yeah,at first i thought he was those player-ish people but he's just a flirt,but w/e.well he found out i liked him and was the sweetest thing to me,i liked him so much. the last 2 weeks we didn't really talk cuz he thought i was mad at him and was scared to talk to me.well tuesday was his last day of school and i found that out in 5th period.he's going top clevend cuz he got kicked out or some bullshit like that.i was so extremly sad,i was in PAIN.i knew i was gonna see him in 6th period so i could atleats say goodbye to him and get a hug..well turns out he never came to 6th period.i never got to say goodbye to him,or that i'll miss him and that i was never mad at him.do you know how much that sucks? especially knowing that you will NEVER see his face ever again.that made me cry,and well i cant get over him,i just CANT.i miss him so much.i never have felt that way in my life,not even with danny or uhh faggot payam. im seriously getting depressed and i DONT like that.i'll never get over him,so i guess i'll never be okay.
i'm so heart broken.
i love *him* forever.