yuck, i need to change my picture!
its been a while since i wrote and i certainly hope i don't look like that anymore.
its been hard on most of us in the circle we built in high school. did we get cursed back then to have a hard life or what?! it has been a struggle on all 5 of us. there has been too much disease and death around us and in us. it just doesn't seem fair to have to struggle so much in all areas of our lives. if we get something good, it seems we get bad 10 fold. i thought it was supposed to be the other way around. i have always found it easier to help someone else, than it is to help ourselves. right now i don't feel i have the strength to help anyone and that makes me very sad. the goodness in my life has come from helping others and now it seems that even that gets me in trouble. what has happened????
its been hard on most of us in the circle we built in high school. did we get cursed back then to have a hard life or what?! it has been a struggle on all 5 of us. there has been too much disease and death around us and in us. it just doesn't seem fair to have to struggle so much in all areas of our lives. if we get something good, it seems we get bad 10 fold. i thought it was supposed to be the other way around. i have always found it easier to help someone else, than it is to help ourselves. right now i don't feel i have the strength to help anyone and that makes me very sad. the goodness in my life has come from helping others and now it seems that even that gets me in trouble. what has happened????