Discovery Week
next week is discovery week. im going away for 3 days to france and spain with a bus full of my phsycotic class mates. we dont get to choose our rooms. and we are living in a youth hostel. probably with bugs. but actually i dont mean to sound ungrateful-- im so excited to be going to france (just bc i love the french and i love the language) and Barcelona is going to be incredible. but im afraid of the kids in my class. i dont like the kind of person i become when im around them. its so scary because im just surrounded by rich delinquent phsyco obnoxious brats. Today- one girl swore to me she was pregnant because she had given head to this guy and there was trauma yada yada. Some other girl broke down in the hall bc she was planning to commit suicide. This rich fucking catty bitch knocked into me and was like o SORRY...and then gave me this look- as though i had no right to get into her precious space. Someone else was planning to create the bitch fight of the century with some other girl over a guy. GRRRR!!!!!!!!!! i hate girls sometimes i swear to god....why are we like this?!? we seriously need to get over ourselves. It scares me the most bc im their friend....i would hate to be an enemy to people like this...bc i swear to you being their friend is enough.
anyway wish me luck for next week! :-/
i hope bob marley is right on this one
everything is gonna be alright.