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man what the hell is with me and country music lately. its like this sick craving. when i was a lil drunk one time last week i insisted on blasting some old hank. but what i really want to know is why the hell i choose to listen to really sappy country music like brad paisley and shit like that when im way overtired and congested and had a couple bad mixed drinks at a lame frat party. its not cool, i dotn know why i do it. sappy country music practically reaffirms how anti-relationships and dating ive been lately.
sara and i came to a conclusion today...we both end up liking guys more when we're just hanging out with them and not like "dating" and shit. sittin bored with some person u just met in some restaurant tryin to avoid awkward silences just really isnt fun to me. but what is fun is just kickin it without someone whos fun to party with. i feel bad for her because its like a huge fuckin deal going on dates when u live in a sorority house. she says everyone will like get so excited and shit. i would really hate that, i just dont like ppl all up in my grill i guess. its just like this thing thats taken so much more seriously than it should be, dating that is. the worst is like family members and ppl like that who pull this lame "so, are you seeing anyone special?" really i wanna be like "well, i got my buddy who i get drunk and make out with, does that count??" goddamn, what the hell am i babbling about? im so out of it at the moment i really dont have a clue. need sleep.
the party last night was a blast!!! good turnout, dont know how many. but lots of fun drunk ppl. i'll write more about it later when i can really recall what went on, right now im drawing a blank. we all floated the keg. tried absinth (no wonder it aint exactly legal). killer time, but details later. bed time.
sara and i came to a conclusion today...we both end up liking guys more when we're just hanging out with them and not like "dating" and shit. sittin bored with some person u just met in some restaurant tryin to avoid awkward silences just really isnt fun to me. but what is fun is just kickin it without someone whos fun to party with. i feel bad for her because its like a huge fuckin deal going on dates when u live in a sorority house. she says everyone will like get so excited and shit. i would really hate that, i just dont like ppl all up in my grill i guess. its just like this thing thats taken so much more seriously than it should be, dating that is. the worst is like family members and ppl like that who pull this lame "so, are you seeing anyone special?" really i wanna be like "well, i got my buddy who i get drunk and make out with, does that count??" goddamn, what the hell am i babbling about? im so out of it at the moment i really dont have a clue. need sleep.
the party last night was a blast!!! good turnout, dont know how many. but lots of fun drunk ppl. i'll write more about it later when i can really recall what went on, right now im drawing a blank. we all floated the keg. tried absinth (no wonder it aint exactly legal). killer time, but details later. bed time.