what the hell am i doing
I have a paper due tomorrow and it's 3:15am and I'm not really close to finishing. The sad thing is I honestly do not give a shit. I know i'll get it done, but it indeed will be shit. but last time i thought it was gold i got a 73, so i figure i cant get too much worse than that. thats prolly a bad attitude to have. once this paper is done i have some reading to do and a final thursday and im done with the class!!! best believe im gettin CRUNK next friday. im pumped. "lets get retarded" is gonna be blasting and its gonna be fun. one of my roomies moves to FL the next day :(--i'll miss her but i know she'll love it down there.
so i wasnt gonna talk to blake anymore but he called tonight and i decided to answer it for once adn we talked. after me cuttin him down in every way and being brutally fuckin honest for like 30 min we talked for a good while. we've both changed so much. hes totally growing up--gettin lame actually. cuttin back the drinkin, quit the green, "engaged", and workin all the time. i was like how old are you? 40???? my life may be boring at times but i think overall i have a shitload of fun. part of it is living with my kmama. we laugh non-stop. hell, with lines like "id love to see a kangaroo bitch slap someone sometime, i think it'd be fly" how can i not love the girl?? much love to all my other friends too--nothin but love.
so i got my bill for fall semseter today. and u know whats awesome seeing total amount due: 0. i dont know how but uga is much cheaper than gcsu. i was payin loads of fees and shit there. better education here and cheaper too--total win-win situation. im ready to get into my major and get involved and get the ball rolling. im constantly lookin up internships and shit, none which i have the experience for, but hopefully sometime within the next year. i think a minor in spanish, study abroad for a summer or a semester, and a decent internship could look pretty damn good on the job/grad school resume. i think this is being sort of snobby but i wanna go somewhere great for grad school. not that im knockin uga, i love it. but columbia or georgetown would be dream for grad school. no use in worryin about all that now though. i should be focusing on my paper. what the hell is wrong with me?? im not even tired and its 3:30 and i dont even give a shit about this assignment. i guess i should force myself to do it. some old school tupac is gonna get me through this one, haha. peace
so i wasnt gonna talk to blake anymore but he called tonight and i decided to answer it for once adn we talked. after me cuttin him down in every way and being brutally fuckin honest for like 30 min we talked for a good while. we've both changed so much. hes totally growing up--gettin lame actually. cuttin back the drinkin, quit the green, "engaged", and workin all the time. i was like how old are you? 40???? my life may be boring at times but i think overall i have a shitload of fun. part of it is living with my kmama. we laugh non-stop. hell, with lines like "id love to see a kangaroo bitch slap someone sometime, i think it'd be fly" how can i not love the girl?? much love to all my other friends too--nothin but love.
so i got my bill for fall semseter today. and u know whats awesome seeing total amount due: 0. i dont know how but uga is much cheaper than gcsu. i was payin loads of fees and shit there. better education here and cheaper too--total win-win situation. im ready to get into my major and get involved and get the ball rolling. im constantly lookin up internships and shit, none which i have the experience for, but hopefully sometime within the next year. i think a minor in spanish, study abroad for a summer or a semester, and a decent internship could look pretty damn good on the job/grad school resume. i think this is being sort of snobby but i wanna go somewhere great for grad school. not that im knockin uga, i love it. but columbia or georgetown would be dream for grad school. no use in worryin about all that now though. i should be focusing on my paper. what the hell is wrong with me?? im not even tired and its 3:30 and i dont even give a shit about this assignment. i guess i should force myself to do it. some old school tupac is gonna get me through this one, haha. peace