sorry its been so long...
so im back in TX. its great to be back... people keep asking me how my trip home went... and while it was good it was jsut hard... dont worry i wont rant on that anymore... althought it has brought up many good questions... while i do feel that God wants me to go down Gidions road there are no CA positions available in Jan. interesting huh? i thought so too. but i have such a great peace about it... everyone keeps reminding me... but i know what God has told me... we get our joy and peace from the lord... so nothing earthly can take it away. so while i thought i would find out what im doing next year... God intern has given me the sight for a few months away... but its OK... it creates more trust in him on my part... and another chance for him to show his devine purpous. so while at this point i dont want to go home... ill do it... if thats what he wants...
I got a ton of pics back from before graduation... so great to see the old faces. so of course i got more pic frames.. .my wall in my bed is covered.... going to bed still seeing the faces of Kletos... amanda, maria, heather, kari. erica, cindy, liz, and of course my dear Sarah Real. i miss you all. But its a different miss now than when i was sulking in my own self pitts.. oh sorry bout that by the way... but its turned into a missing you cuz i want to know what Gods doing in your life. i want to still get to watch you grow.
but life is good... ACA ness is insanely busy... 5 girls to keep up with, CA meetings, ACA meetings, RD meetings, Room meetings to prepare for, Books to read for everyhting. Time managment will deffinlty be refined this semmester... i look forward to where ill be then... i see how much ive changed since january... and i want to look back in december and see the same amount of change... to not loose the intensity but keep seeking always...
but on another note... ESOAL is this weekend... if your wondering what that is it stands for emotionally streatching oppertunity of a lifetime... its kinda like survivor meets fear factor... i cant wait... you dont know how long it will be... you dont know when youll eat or sleep... everyhting is out of your hands... its actually based on navy seal training from westpoint... its going to be amazing... i really wonder how i will respond when i have no control over any of my suroundings... well we will see... but to get ready weve been running at 4.30 in the morning for the past.... well... ever. so im exhausted... but im still excited... so ill try to catch up when i get back...
I got a ton of pics back from before graduation... so great to see the old faces. so of course i got more pic frames.. .my wall in my bed is covered.... going to bed still seeing the faces of Kletos... amanda, maria, heather, kari. erica, cindy, liz, and of course my dear Sarah Real. i miss you all. But its a different miss now than when i was sulking in my own self pitts.. oh sorry bout that by the way... but its turned into a missing you cuz i want to know what Gods doing in your life. i want to still get to watch you grow.
but life is good... ACA ness is insanely busy... 5 girls to keep up with, CA meetings, ACA meetings, RD meetings, Room meetings to prepare for, Books to read for everyhting. Time managment will deffinlty be refined this semmester... i look forward to where ill be then... i see how much ive changed since january... and i want to look back in december and see the same amount of change... to not loose the intensity but keep seeking always...
but on another note... ESOAL is this weekend... if your wondering what that is it stands for emotionally streatching oppertunity of a lifetime... its kinda like survivor meets fear factor... i cant wait... you dont know how long it will be... you dont know when youll eat or sleep... everyhting is out of your hands... its actually based on navy seal training from westpoint... its going to be amazing... i really wonder how i will respond when i have no control over any of my suroundings... well we will see... but to get ready weve been running at 4.30 in the morning for the past.... well... ever. so im exhausted... but im still excited... so ill try to catch up when i get back...