growing up
So i went to dallas this weekend for the fourth and we had a lot of fun. it really was a blast. all my good friends went. it deffinitly was a learning experience, three girls living with four boys for three days. but i realized that we do grow up. all the fun things that we did... or the things we thought were fun, they just kinda stop being fun after a while. i feel much older than twenty. sometimes i wish i could back track and go back to my "youth". just the carefreeness of it all. but then i remember that this life isnt all about fun. this life isnt about what we want to do. with great privledge comes great responsibuility. we have the privledge to know God, so our responsibuility is to tell others. not that we wont have fun, cuz this weekend was, its jsut a very different fun. more of a contented fun... bonding, relazing, enjoying company. a little less crazy, screaming, illigal fun. lol.