I'm sorry...lady_lokitaJanuary 20 2005, 10:12:16 UTC
I'm sorry to hear that you are in the same emotional boat as I am. Jacob really cares about you and would never hurt you. I don't know much about him, but I noticed a significant change in him before you and him with you. That is a good thing. Don't lose sight of that. Don't lose sight of the fact that you are one of the few women in modern rock to have enough guts to stand up in front of a group of complete strangers and express yourself musically with nothing holding you back. Don't forget that you are an incredibly talented, free-spirited, beautiful young woman who has made quite a few people jealous over those facts. Don't forget that you have a few friends who are going through similar things. Most importantly, A, don't forget yourself. It's so easy to do it in the pain of things...and it's not worth it. It might seem like things are headed downward, but they will pick back up again. I know, I know...what a thing for a goth to say. Did you like the gas mask pics? I sent the second batch of them your way earlier (last night, I think). I hope that you like them. devi painted it for me. I love devi...she's the shizz. Well, it goes like this. I have wanted to add you on LiveJournal for quite some time. My journal is friends only, because I don't trust quite a few people on other peoples' friends list. I do not want my journal name given out. I don't even want to have anything to do with them. I appreciate the fact that you recognize that I would not fit in at one of the group functions. People have been merciless and unforgiving to me. Now I am giving them the same treatment. I am glad that Jacob does not hate me. I felt like he did for awhile. I also lost your phone number. So, yeah, if everything is kewl, and you promise not to give out my Live Journal info (or any other contact info), add me as a friend, and I'll add you back. Don't be lonely, Angie...you're far from alone. You have quite a few people around who love you. Whenever you need to talk, I'll be here.
--Llamika Li
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