Shocked!
Soooo pretty much in shock right now. Both my stories-- Sereans and/or SCC were chosen to be more or less drawn for a manga. I am still shocked. I am still sitting here in stunned belief. So many people signed up for this. So many people and my stories stood out? I'm excited. And yet a part of me can't believe it's true. To see my characters and my story come to life is a dream come true. I still need to ask some questions before releasing a sample chapter but right now I'm in a swirl of thoughts. What scene should I write? How can I describe my character clear enough for the readers to see them? How hetic is this process going to be? Money...? Mon-money? My story on paper? My characters drawn for the world to see in a book? I always dreamed of it. I always.. always imagined it would happen 'some day' but so soon? Holy shit.
I am having a struggle on which book I wanna see in manga format. Which one, can I at a later time, transition eaiser in words than in pictures? It's harder than it looks because both are great to me and one trumping the other is impossible in my mind. You know in one of those situations where you want both? I'mlike that right now. She said either story and I'm like. Uh..bu..dhuh.. @_o
Still this is a plesant surprise. I'm going to be busy. But a part of me knows to be careful. If this takes off school is going to be so easy to throw by the way side. I'll get C's if I have to. This, to me, is a super huge deal but another part of me tells me i'm just dreaming and am about to make an ass out of myself. I need to think about this tomorrow very carefully.
In other news I'm done with my classes and I have lost all respect for my Computer Science professor (she doesn't deserve to be called a doctor) because it decides to tell me I have a report due for my internship the very same day it is due. On top of that one of the questions I need to answer on said report requires me to know my eval that I am to find out on Monday. In my eyes, she can wait until Monday. If she didn't have the responsibility to email me this content a week ago at least then she has no business demanding that is should be done the very same day to cover her own ass. One more year of this horrible woman and I'll be out. Tenure should not be granted to people period. It gives them the 'I get to be lazy as fuck' title where they don't do their jobs. I have a right mind to tell her I'm paying her to do a job she's not performing and that it's not right. But I need to keep my mouth shut don't I?
School starts in two weeks. I need to get chopping on my story in that time so I can only write ahead of time and should something come up I can have things to fall back on. Whew. Also I need to tell this girl I am indeed in college and am a senior. I will also be taking my GRE as well for a master's degree. If she isn't ok with that and doesn't think this will all get done in.. oh let's say.. 6 weeks, I will be ok with working. I know I can do it. I just wonder, on a bad day, will I be able to write still. I know there will be stressful times. Hah i'm already worrying. So like me. :(