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Dec 18, 2003 20:10

*She walks into the house as her parents speak to her drilling her, trying her brain. Her mind slips past them, everything zoned into her own world black tunnel. She stumbles up the stairs, using the railing for much needed support, her eyes shifting, floating in her head. Her head pounds, like a hammer brutally plummeting into her brain. Her nose drips as she sniffles. As she reaches the last step tears begin to roll, headed for her room she turns and steps into the bathroom because it is much closer. She closes the door softly behind her as the tears drip down her neck. She slides down the door, her back to it and sits on the cold tile floor, she reaches up slowly with her left hand locking the small yet important lock. Then comes 10 minutes of tears slowly dripping down her face, her eyes tear swollen, her breathing slow and trying to be calmed. Finally she takes a deep breath and slowly stands, her body shaking in its eternal weakness. Her rage, her depression, her sadness, drives her. She walks out of the bathroom to her room, being stopped by no one in the hallway....or maybe she was...but she ignored them and closed her room door behind it. She lied down on the floor and began sit ups...push ups..crunches... everything she could think of. She did hundards...fifties..or more... of each. She finally stood, and walked back to the bathroom, her body shaking because of the toll it had taken. She turned on the water in the shower until it warmed and she took a long shower.*
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