It's funny
I'm great at biology when it's outside of the classroom and experiments. No..ha,ha,ha not SEX.
I'm talking about creating chemicals and alchemy and what not. I'm just horrible at math...just absolutely horrible! However, concepts, I'm great at it. It's just I don't like remembering shit... gahhhhh...
I want to be in an art class god damn it...
I miss it.
Also, I want to hone my drawing and painting skills as well as sculpting.
I also want more time to hang out with my good friends...(AKA the Gaybies)
I've been really down lately...life feels so pointless...and then that of course makes some people feel like they are all high and mighty and above me because they can just live with it. UGhhhhhhhhhhhh...
However...I can't help but look into things that one can not see...because I am blind. In a metaphorical stance anyway. I am always contradicting myself because I am never making an argument....I am simply bringing things up and trying to get reasons from people. I want to learn... I have no judgments...just observations. People think I am attacking them...when I am not. If I were attacking them...they wouldn't suspect it.
I hate capitalism...
I hate it.
I hate guns.
I hate it all.
AND YET. ... I know they will not go away...so it is best to make them a hobby and learn everything I can about them...so I am ready.
Why am I so fucking paranoid?
DAMN IT.
AHIGSJKDFNsaomklergdjkm,w fuck.
oh well.
I hope my friends are alright.
I'm talking about creating chemicals and alchemy and what not. I'm just horrible at math...just absolutely horrible! However, concepts, I'm great at it. It's just I don't like remembering shit... gahhhhh...
I want to be in an art class god damn it...
I miss it.
Also, I want to hone my drawing and painting skills as well as sculpting.
I also want more time to hang out with my good friends...(AKA the Gaybies)
I've been really down lately...life feels so pointless...and then that of course makes some people feel like they are all high and mighty and above me because they can just live with it. UGhhhhhhhhhhhh...
However...I can't help but look into things that one can not see...because I am blind. In a metaphorical stance anyway. I am always contradicting myself because I am never making an argument....I am simply bringing things up and trying to get reasons from people. I want to learn... I have no judgments...just observations. People think I am attacking them...when I am not. If I were attacking them...they wouldn't suspect it.
I hate capitalism...
I hate it.
I hate guns.
I hate it all.
AND YET. ... I know they will not go away...so it is best to make them a hobby and learn everything I can about them...so I am ready.
Why am I so fucking paranoid?
DAMN IT.
AHIGSJKDFNsaomklergdjkm,w fuck.
oh well.
I hope my friends are alright.