Apr 28, 2006 08:09
I am finished with being sad. It was weak and self-centered of me to spend the last few days wallowing in my misery. I am over it. No real reason to be depressed or low in the first place. I've had a minor hiccup in life and I am ready to move on. And no that doesn't mean I want to be in another relationship, it just means I refuse to stay down.
Yesterday was nice. We didn't stay at the cemetery very long. I was getting emotional and Dad apparently was getting hungry. We did lunch at Texas Land and Cattle, a place I've only been to once before. I hated it. Not the first time, but this time. It was awful. I will NOT be going back there, for sure. Spent the rest of the afternoon goofing off online and watching TV awaiting my dinner with Mendie. Now that was a great meal. Italian food and fantastic conversation. She and I are definitely going to be hanging out more. She lives less than 2 miles away so that won't be a problem.
I've already written about my weekend plans so I won't you with those details all over again. Really looking forward to having quite a bit to do.
I just found out this morning, via email that Justin is interested in finally giving me the review I deserve. However, he is making me wait until I've completed the next two editions of the magazine as a test. If I pull these off then in July (yes, over two full months from now) I will finally get the raise I need. I normally wouldn't mind waiting a bit longer but this couldn't be a more inconvenient wait. July is when I am supposed to give notice on my apartment. If I get a raise I could go somewhere better. Maybe instead of a year I'll only sign a 6-month this time. That way I can have 6 months of the new pay raise and then decide if I want to move on or stay. Hmmm....
So I think I've finally decided to have Comcast come out and install a DV-R. I've put this off for far too long. I can't handle all the things I'm missing, especially on Tuesday nights with AI and GG being on at the same time. It's driving me mad. I don't know how much more a month it's going to cost me but once Amy and I split up we lose two receivers anyway so that'll make the bill go down considerably. Thrilled about that. Still trying to come up with a few more places where I can trim back on bills. I've already cut my cell phone down to the lowest plan I can get. I hardly ever talk on the phone anymore. It's kinda nice. I'm keeping Internet and cable the way they are for now. Might add Showtime at some point but for now I have to keep HBO for my Entourage. Probably should stop going out to eat as much and actually buy groceries and eat them. That would definitely save me some $$$.
I'm walking on sunshine...woaaahhhh and don't it feel good?
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