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Well havent wrote in here in the longest time....I guess I just dont like to get around to it that much...
Well things have been going pretty ok. Better than normal I could say. But who knows how long that will last. Sometimes I just start to doubt myself, cuz things seem to good to be true...I have this big trust issue too, and I dont know why, and I really would like to trust ppl...especially you...
Everytime I think things are just get good, I feel that something is coming along to just bring that down...I would really like to see how this turns out but I dont like to be the one suffering in the end. ya know? I really wanna go on with this... I adore you! I just want to be able to go places and have fun and do crazy things w/ someone that will charish it as much as i would. It's so great to have that ONE person that you always can turn to for whatever your needs may be. But it seems as if I never come across someone who wants the same. Maybe Im just thinkin to much, or thinkin to deep or something. I'm not sure. What even made me start thinkin about crazy stuff like this...who knows.....Well I guess God will just lead me threw everything and if things dont work, then there must be something else better ahead. But I would like if whats ahead now..could be something amazing.
Well I think Im gonna go clean my room, so me and Whitney can go off today and have fun <3
Much Love
Your what I want. Lots of Smiles.
Well things have been going pretty ok. Better than normal I could say. But who knows how long that will last. Sometimes I just start to doubt myself, cuz things seem to good to be true...I have this big trust issue too, and I dont know why, and I really would like to trust ppl...especially you...
Everytime I think things are just get good, I feel that something is coming along to just bring that down...I would really like to see how this turns out but I dont like to be the one suffering in the end. ya know? I really wanna go on with this... I adore you! I just want to be able to go places and have fun and do crazy things w/ someone that will charish it as much as i would. It's so great to have that ONE person that you always can turn to for whatever your needs may be. But it seems as if I never come across someone who wants the same. Maybe Im just thinkin to much, or thinkin to deep or something. I'm not sure. What even made me start thinkin about crazy stuff like this...who knows.....Well I guess God will just lead me threw everything and if things dont work, then there must be something else better ahead. But I would like if whats ahead now..could be something amazing.
Well I think Im gonna go clean my room, so me and Whitney can go off today and have fun <3
Much Love
Your what I want. Lots of Smiles.