Jan 29, 2012 15:02
It hurts... I know I should be working on hw, but how do you concentrate when your eyes and nose burn and your chest feels like someone is trying to impend your breathing? *sigh* How the hell do you go from "You're everything I ever wanted" to "I need some freedom" and "I'm feeling a pressure overload" in half a day?? I mean WTF?!
I guess, if ever asked what my shortest relationship is, I can now say 2 days. Not sure if I want to laugh or cry, maybe both. Maybe hysterical laugh AHAHAHAHA...yeah... Well can't say I didn't expect it, should have waited a bit longer to start dating and just remained friends :/ Well now I know, don't go along with a guy if you get the feeling AT ALL that he might not be ready for a serious relationship.
Sorry God, I wasn't patient and I didn't wait. At least this time it wasn't dragged on for months... I will continue to pray you will give me a guy worth my time.