Jul 25, 2005 18:55
:( I dunno why I feel so bleh all of a sudden. Summer hasn't been all that bad so far. I was actually enjoying it for the most part. I just came back from Cali this past Saturday. The church conference thingy (Hoi Dong) was pretty good. There were some bad moments but it was good overall. I even got back in time to pick up book 2 of the Anita Blake series before the library returned it to the self or put it on the hold shelf for whoever is in line after me. Actually I just finished the book this morning. Now I'm kinda sad though. No particular reason why I suppose. It could be all the cleaning we've been doing today. I had to help carry the couch into my parents' room and then out again cause my mom decided she wanted the big couch in there only we couldn't get the big couch in so we had to put the small one in again. Very tiring stuff, couches. 'lisha's suppose to have the week off from work but she hasn't emailed or called or anything to hang out. Perhaps I'm sad bout that. I mean I haven't seen her since Christmas. Some b/f huh. but then again I haven't seen 'sten since June last year... Maybe I'm just bored or the whole staying-with-my-grandparents-for-the-last-2-1/2-weeks-is-Hell thing is still lingering around. *shrugs* who knows. My current goal is to lose 10 lbs by September. I think being 110 would be kinda unhealthy for me but I'm getting really tired of my relatives hinting at me being fat. Plus we're going on a cruise so I suppose I'd just regain all the weight or something so it's ok? Dad's still in Vietnam so it's been quieter round here but David is becoming rather like him so it's kinda like he's still here. It's kinda annoying and makes me mad how lazy he is, seriously, we just got back late Saturday night and he went out the next day with his friends. It's like he didn't even care we were gone all that time. Owellz.