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Apr 12, 2005 10:30

So, not that I feel guilty or anything, but a problem has arose in my life lately that I don't quite have experience dealing with. I went home this weekend and found out from my parents that I won't be receiving as much financial aid as I was hoping for. This means that I need to trim off the extra stuff that I can so that I can afford school. I am taking out quite a bit of loans already. I am not willing to add to that any more than I have to. So, my decision is to live off campus instead of on. I found a girl who is willing to let me stay there with her. Rent would cost me more than half that of dorm living, and the only utility I would have to pay for is electric. I would have to pay for food but I can get food for a lot cheaper than I pay now for a meal plan in the dining commons. It would be overall better I think. I guess I do feel a little guilty about screwing people who I would call friends out of a roommate for next year. However, I also know that I come first. I have to make sure that I am ok financially so that I can afford school. Maybe I am being a bitch, but if any one has a problem with this, they are being selfish.

Anyway, Robby has an oil leak in his car. He doesn't know where it is coming from but I guess he slowed it down by installing a new oil filter. I am scared that he is going to ruin his car and that he is going to get hurt. I can't say that to him though because it only makes him mad. Sometimes that makes me mad, but I guess when I think about it I understand. I can't wait to go home this weekend. I miss Robby so much. The strange thing about all this is that there are only two days that I don't see him a week. This summer is going to be so nice.

It just hit me this morning how much work I have to do. I have a lab project to do and then I have to study for the final that is going to be super tuff. I have four other finals, and I have to do a bunch of work for them. Then I have to tear down all my junk and take most of it home, and flip my bed, and take my desk out in the middle room. There is just so much that you have to worry about. It is dumb.

Anyway, it is Tuesday, and I have two days till I get to go home!!!!!
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