this will be an addiction
I have the worlds worst sleeping pattern. I fell asleep last night at 3:30 am and was woken up by my father at 8:30 to work for him. BAH! He can sleep till 3 in the afternoon when I have something important to do, but when it's his shit, I get 5 hours to sleep. NOT to mention I worked for him last night until 1 am. So then we finish working at 1 this afternoon and I go for a 3 hour nap. This means tonight I'll have trouble sleeping and I have to be at sobeys for 8 tomorrow morning. It's a never ending cycle!
Everything will look a little better on Saturday. I get to move out of this house and back to my own apartment. I've been crazy moody here because my dad eats really unhealthy food, and I just fall into the pattern too. WAY too much sugar and fat, makes me lazy and sluggish. We were going to the gym everyday for a month, and I could feel the difference. Then he got sick and I had to start staying home to watch him, and he stopped going to the gym, so we fell out of the routine.
I'm making a goal for myself. By my 21st birthday I want to be 130 pounds. I think giving myself a year is better because I'm not going to be trying to lose a crazy amount of weight each week. OH MY GOD, I'm watching Oprah and this dude lost 500 pounds! Shit, I can lose 55 if he can lose 500. *sigh*
This is going to be good for my sanity. If I write shit down then I'm not going to bottle it up and let everything explode in tears, lol.
Damn you leah, myspace rox! It's still my first love!
Steph
Everything will look a little better on Saturday. I get to move out of this house and back to my own apartment. I've been crazy moody here because my dad eats really unhealthy food, and I just fall into the pattern too. WAY too much sugar and fat, makes me lazy and sluggish. We were going to the gym everyday for a month, and I could feel the difference. Then he got sick and I had to start staying home to watch him, and he stopped going to the gym, so we fell out of the routine.
I'm making a goal for myself. By my 21st birthday I want to be 130 pounds. I think giving myself a year is better because I'm not going to be trying to lose a crazy amount of weight each week. OH MY GOD, I'm watching Oprah and this dude lost 500 pounds! Shit, I can lose 55 if he can lose 500. *sigh*
This is going to be good for my sanity. If I write shit down then I'm not going to bottle it up and let everything explode in tears, lol.
Damn you leah, myspace rox! It's still my first love!
Steph