wedsday

Sep 01, 2005 02:46

other day Wedsday, frist min i woke i know something wroung and come find out i had bad crap happen all at once with my pc all that day ( Read more... )

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scalemaster September 1 2005, 18:26:34 UTC
Let me tell you something what that I have a theory over...

Awhile back I was looking heavily for a mate... I didn't like to be alone... I kept looking for Mr./Mrs. right for like 4 months... and never found anyone that I could relate to. So I finally gave up... After I gave up like a week later or so... I found my last boyfriend... and I fell madly in love with him.

My theory is that if you are trying to find someone... and you are looking for somoene to love... you are going to have a harder time finding that someone if you are constantly looking. Every person you think could be a valid canidate you start imagining all the "what if's" and trying to make sense of something that is most likely not even there. You are also trying to make yourself seem better so people will like you... so you aren't being yourself...

But, in my case at least, I was not looking at the time... So I was 100% purely myself, and I did fall in love with him. In the end it didn't work out, but I had 9 months of love, that I wont soon forget.

Same thing with Silver and I.. I wasn't looking for someone.. but I found him... and now I am falling hard...

I am not saying this is true for every case.. this is just my experience and my theory...

take it or leave it...

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keokawa September 1 2005, 19:22:08 UTC
Scale I have't look for mate for whole last month and i'm pretty much just wanting to talk to friends and tying up everone seem to busy

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drax99 September 1 2005, 21:46:49 UTC
Ya know I'm on every night, if ya wanna talk, jsut send me a message after 10 or so
Or call me! Its free after 9 fer me

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keokawa September 1 2005, 22:22:33 UTC
bro got no mins on phone any more, it last month than last bit was spent try comfered friend, was't easy

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