Jul 13, 2005 03:13
trying get games to run allday on my Pc,now damm thing stable and games some what stable..
it's tried me and almost did break down and almost breaking comp table with my fist in fit of just pisssed.
I want one damm thing to work on me!!!!!
i'm better and all that pited up bad stuff out my system now..also trying avoide what may cause get back in to that bad funk.
now i just feel tried,my emtions now in state easly set off with my PC.
Truth of matter i been not eating alot,maybe eat once or tiwce during day,very small meals or just small snack keep me from fianting.
i almost one year flat out fainted almost at local Con i was working at.till one my mom's friend thought i was going faint gave something to drink and eat.
i guess get like this becease,my folks get on my case about eating and my weight.Seeem come down to moeny with them.
I know i need to lose weight,I lost alot sense i been walking alot..blech but the don't say word.
Geee thanks folks.
I'm somewhat fine with my self body shape,but still shy about it and get worse when i hear"you need lose weight"..pretty much makes eat even more less.
I did bone head thing last night i skiped out on dinner,one dinner i liked alot.. it was fish and chips.
i'm paying for it now,via made me pass out a litte for small nap.