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Hey everyone, i don't fell like gonig to bed, so Im gongi to just stay up, do some art, and post a entry, sicen i haven't in a few days.
Well as echoed by everyone in school, school is tomorrow, blah. I really had such a great X-mas vaction I'm kinda sad to have it be gone. I mean I didn't really do anythnig REALLY out of the norm or anything liek that but what i did do i really enjoy greatly.
Foremost I got to spend New Years with Danielle, whoch was sooo nice! we just chilled and laughed and had fun! Saddly she couldn't sleep over, but i just happy to have her with me for a holiday, the frist time in our etnire relationship.
Also i got to hang oput with my bros Chris and Andrew a good amonut this vaction I think it was 3 times, not too bad, we just chilled, talked and had a good time relaxing.
Saddly I got super lazy and didn't do any of my art project i promised myslef i would do, but i did do my Hamlet paper, which is due on Monday so yay!
Also i never got the chance to hang out with Crhis and the gang this vaction, btu hopefully we will sometime in the future!
I think what made this vaction as important as it has become, was my relazation that my time of a carefree highschool time is halfway up, and i need to enjoy every moment left i have as a senior sicen i'm gongi to lose everything I have ever known in a few months as i graduate an go on to college. be it my classmates, my friends, my parents, and even possiblty my love, Danielle...
On a very serious note, It appears that Danielle's chocies for her college is appearing to be farther and farhter away from the collleges I am appling to, mainly in the city, Danielel confronted with me over that and the relzation has coem that the possilbtry of having to resort to breaking up or a long distiance relationship as a very eral option in the future of our relationship. Damn it. I only wish danielle would just frekin know where she wants to go so we can finally deal with this delimea...
It's most likely that reality, that has now made me more graitful than ever opf what I have right now. And I'm really thankful. Good parents, A loving girlfriend that i would love to spend the rest of my life with, great and loyal friends all things I lvoe and cherrish with all of my soul. But saddly I know very well now that my time with all that is comngi to an end. 5 months. That's all I have left. After that I'm gongi to have to start anew or otherwise bare with the burden of trying to keep my past alive....
Really I have such a werid feeeling rigth at this moment, a mixutre of sorrow for what I'm gongi to lose, with expectance of that enviable change and lose, and hope, that somehow, someway I will be with my love and still with a friends Chris and Andrew with my Mother and Father......
Only time will tell what will happen, I'm just gongi to ahve to wait and see, it seems.
Well as echoed by everyone in school, school is tomorrow, blah. I really had such a great X-mas vaction I'm kinda sad to have it be gone. I mean I didn't really do anythnig REALLY out of the norm or anything liek that but what i did do i really enjoy greatly.
Foremost I got to spend New Years with Danielle, whoch was sooo nice! we just chilled and laughed and had fun! Saddly she couldn't sleep over, but i just happy to have her with me for a holiday, the frist time in our etnire relationship.
Also i got to hang oput with my bros Chris and Andrew a good amonut this vaction I think it was 3 times, not too bad, we just chilled, talked and had a good time relaxing.
Saddly I got super lazy and didn't do any of my art project i promised myslef i would do, but i did do my Hamlet paper, which is due on Monday so yay!
Also i never got the chance to hang out with Crhis and the gang this vaction, btu hopefully we will sometime in the future!
I think what made this vaction as important as it has become, was my relazation that my time of a carefree highschool time is halfway up, and i need to enjoy every moment left i have as a senior sicen i'm gongi to lose everything I have ever known in a few months as i graduate an go on to college. be it my classmates, my friends, my parents, and even possiblty my love, Danielle...
On a very serious note, It appears that Danielle's chocies for her college is appearing to be farther and farhter away from the collleges I am appling to, mainly in the city, Danielel confronted with me over that and the relzation has coem that the possilbtry of having to resort to breaking up or a long distiance relationship as a very eral option in the future of our relationship. Damn it. I only wish danielle would just frekin know where she wants to go so we can finally deal with this delimea...
It's most likely that reality, that has now made me more graitful than ever opf what I have right now. And I'm really thankful. Good parents, A loving girlfriend that i would love to spend the rest of my life with, great and loyal friends all things I lvoe and cherrish with all of my soul. But saddly I know very well now that my time with all that is comngi to an end. 5 months. That's all I have left. After that I'm gongi to have to start anew or otherwise bare with the burden of trying to keep my past alive....
Really I have such a werid feeeling rigth at this moment, a mixutre of sorrow for what I'm gongi to lose, with expectance of that enviable change and lose, and hope, that somehow, someway I will be with my love and still with a friends Chris and Andrew with my Mother and Father......
Only time will tell what will happen, I'm just gongi to ahve to wait and see, it seems.