the night laura's daddy died, sha na na na nan na na na!!!!
so my dad emailed me about if i needed money, and you know... sure. it's the only time he's emailed me since my birthday/the 4th of july. so he's dropping off the money at one of his friend's work while he's in town, because i guess he'd rather not see me, what with being completely consumed in bumming around the country and snorting coke. and today he emailed me and was like "don't bother emailing me after this." because he's blocking me again.
...so you know, fuck him. what a complete dickhead. i should have asked for so much more than $250, i was just trying to be fucking nice.
my mom may let me skip school tomorrow and hang out at FAHE (where he's dropping off the money) to wait for him and just be like "what fucker?" and pull out my glock 9 ...except more like ::grabs money and runs hoping to make him feel really bad about being a shitty dad:: because i'm a puss.
what makes me most angry, is that he inniated the whole thing, he's the one who emailed me in the first place. i was fine without having any contact for the 5-6 months that we didn't talk, and then he emails me telling me not to bother emailing him after this, like i need a warning. i mean, i guess i kind of do, because i probably would if he sounded the least bit inviting because i'm RETARDED and a glutton for punishment, so maybe he did need to... but what an asshole. don't fucking email me if you don't even want to see me or even talk to me.
i have so much homework. pssssssht.
...so you know, fuck him. what a complete dickhead. i should have asked for so much more than $250, i was just trying to be fucking nice.
my mom may let me skip school tomorrow and hang out at FAHE (where he's dropping off the money) to wait for him and just be like "what fucker?" and pull out my glock 9 ...except more like ::grabs money and runs hoping to make him feel really bad about being a shitty dad:: because i'm a puss.
what makes me most angry, is that he inniated the whole thing, he's the one who emailed me in the first place. i was fine without having any contact for the 5-6 months that we didn't talk, and then he emails me telling me not to bother emailing him after this, like i need a warning. i mean, i guess i kind of do, because i probably would if he sounded the least bit inviting because i'm RETARDED and a glutton for punishment, so maybe he did need to... but what an asshole. don't fucking email me if you don't even want to see me or even talk to me.
i have so much homework. pssssssht.