usually im the one thats ALWAYS happy....
not lately. i hate everything lately. nautica is horrible. all the girls do all the time is spread rumors about eachother and bad mouth eahcother and get attitudes with eachother. its not what i expected at all. i got on nautica and i was SOOOOOO excited. i thought i would have all these amazing friends and be so happy when its not like that at all. i dont think im gonna try out next year. my mom's been on my case about everything i do. since i was born. and im such a good kid. never smoked never drank never had sex or didnt anything of that sort. i dont even cuss unless u really make me mad enough. she says im too cuddly with troy and im not. AT ALL. cuz i kno she wuld freak if i even touched him around her. troy and shannon r the only things that make me happy anymore. i kno shannon will always be here for me and i love her so much for that. shes been here for me everytime i needed her since we met in 2nd grade. troy makes me so happy too. hes so good to me. he always wants to hang out with me and cuddle with me and everything i love it. hes so silly. i think im gonna get that tatoo. i jst gotta come up with a kool design. whats the point of not doing anything when ur gonna get yelled at even for doing nothing?