Okay. Before I snap at more people and before I stupidly decide to do what Kura told me, I'm going to have a little trip to 'visit' my dear old man this weekend. I'll bring Hikaru with me, so if you can't find us during that time you know where we are.
I really hope this time it'll end well. I can't concentrate at all during school because of this, and I certainly don't want to spend another year in high school.
[Private to self]
Seriously, I need to calm myself soon. Because having sex only to get rid of my stress is too pathetic. Not to mention it'll sound like I just using Hikaru.
It's not that I don't want to do it with him, and he even said he wants too, but just not under this circumstance.
..........But I guess a little kiss won't hurt. Right?