May 08, 2010 00:28
I miss Ume-chan. I wonder if she eats regularly? I hope Jun treat her good. She's a sensitive one after all.
[Private]
I'm really fucked up. How can I feel something like this to Hikaru? Sure we're dating. Sure we are getting closer than ever, we even kiss and hug sometimes. ....Fine, not just sometimes. Not my fault though, Hikaru is just so irresistible.
But really, recently I have this really dirty image playing in my head about me and Hikaru doing something I wouldn't dare to do in reality. And that's kind of... wrong. I know for sure he won't find it exciting and if he knew I'm having a dirty thought about him, he'll be disgusted at me. He loves me but he's into boobs, I should remember that.
I just wish summer comes soon before he realized there's something wrong with me. I don't think I can hold back any longer if he keep sneaking into my bed.
[ooc: Ume-chan = his iguana. And yes, I was back from semi-hiatus (that turned into full hiatus, sorry)! I'll try to be more active again. ♥]