blubidy blah blee....
why can't i get out of my fuckin funk? although i had a lovely past few days.
people who know the absolute shitty shit shit regarding my current situation, have turned out to be really helpful. everyone of his friends realizes that he's a goddamn idiot and have shown genuine care for how his behavior has affected me. its really sweet. i get hugs that i never got before. they all want me to hang out with them all the time. it makes everything seem not quite so bad. almost like they're saying "just cause he's an asshole that would rather sleep with a near-homeless-little-on-the-chubby-side-dirty-stripper refugee, doesn't mean we're assholes."
a night with jeff cece and i'm feeling better. then a fabulous night of stillwood in the 70s superwhore costume (its tasteful, i swear). tomorrow the full effect will take place when the hair goes black....
people who know the absolute shitty shit shit regarding my current situation, have turned out to be really helpful. everyone of his friends realizes that he's a goddamn idiot and have shown genuine care for how his behavior has affected me. its really sweet. i get hugs that i never got before. they all want me to hang out with them all the time. it makes everything seem not quite so bad. almost like they're saying "just cause he's an asshole that would rather sleep with a near-homeless-little-on-the-chubby-side-dirty-stripper refugee, doesn't mean we're assholes."
a night with jeff cece and i'm feeling better. then a fabulous night of stillwood in the 70s superwhore costume (its tasteful, i swear). tomorrow the full effect will take place when the hair goes black....