It was the best of times, it was the worst of times....

Jan 14, 2004 09:07

Shall we start from the beginning?
I think we shall...
First of all, I haven't done this in a while so it may get a little lengthy but it's worth it.
I stayed in Kent with Kevin for the first couple of days of Christmas Break. I was only supposed to stay the weekend but I ended up staying till Wednesday. That Friday we went to his parents house and I met his parents an his dog Buffy(so cute), I'd already met his mom once so it wasn't that awkward and his dad is a super nice guy so it wasn't a big deal.
So then Wednesday I came home and did nothing special, just the usual blah blah blah.
I was talking to Kevin on the phone like three times a day. After Christmas I went up to Columbus to Lizzie's b-day party. Kevin and I had made plans to meet there and then go back to his place that way we could be together for New Years. We went to our friend's parent's house for New Years, there house was AMAZING, it cost them over a million dollars after everything was done. So we all got drunk and partied, it was a lot of fun. I didn't want to leave Kevin but I knew my mom would have a fit if I stayed any longer, she missed me and wanted to see me as much as possible b4 I had to go back to school.
Well here comes the big news....
January 3...the day that will live in infamy...
I came out to my parents!
I sure did...and they didn't like it, no they didn't!
My mom cried all day and my dad just kept telling me that I had given into my sinful desires and that I wasn't really gay I just thought I was.
According to my dad I have aids already, Kevin is going to be unfaithful and we'll only be together for a couple of months because that's how gay people are.
He told me I better get a good job with good insurance so I can afford the 'shots'...yeah.
So after that they asked me if I wanted to get "help" and I said no, of course...they wanted to send me to Straight Camp.
They just ignored the issue from then on out and pretended that everything was still normal and that nothing had happened...I'm still working on that.
So then I wanted to come up here early, they weren't to happy about that because they basically were taking me to my evil boyfriend who only wanted to have his way with me(something crazy like that was going through their head I'm sure). I got to come up on Thursday and see Kevin...we acted like we hadn't seen each other in a year, instead of just a week.
He was really helpful, everyone was after I came out. I even cried to his mom the day it happened and she was so nice and understanding about everything.
Friday we went to see RENT, it was my first time...SOOOO good!!!! I feel in love with it right away! We went to a party and had a couple of our own and now school's started and I guess we'll have to see what comes next....
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