The inevitable "Talk"....
Yes, Kevin and I had "the talk"
dun dun dun.....
Just kidding, it wasn't bad at all. He just wanted to let me know that he wasn't able to offer me more than what we already had. He didn't want either of us to get hurt but realized that I would be the one that would get hurt the most.
I told him that I already knew when we first started talking that it couldn't go very far because he was graduating this Spring and would be going of to Grad school. I told him that I was ok with going on with what we have even if it isn't a real relationship.
He was still really cautious however because he knew that guys will just say things like that to save face or whatever...but then go home and cry because their heart was broken. Which, I admit, would be something that I would do. Like I said before though, for some reason I really feel comfortable with not having a relationship with him. It would be really nice if we did make it that far but it just ins't possible and I'm not worried about it.
He was really nice about everything! He even said that he misses me sometimes and wants to call me but is afraid of making me think he anted something more.
I thought that was sweet! hehehe
So I think that we're just going to try and be friends and that's fine with me. I just wish I knew how to let him know that.
I know this might sound really slutty of me to say right after talking about Kevin...but the guy nextdoor is freakin HOTT!!!! I mean HOT!!!! I just saw him going to the shower in black boxer-briefs...I about had an orgasm!!!! TMI, I know...but DAMN!
Eric and I are going to try to get drunk tonight and then go to the Belt...we need a DD and someone to get us drinks! lol....we'll find someone, hehehe
We're innocent little boys! I swear! hahahahaha
dun dun dun.....
Just kidding, it wasn't bad at all. He just wanted to let me know that he wasn't able to offer me more than what we already had. He didn't want either of us to get hurt but realized that I would be the one that would get hurt the most.
I told him that I already knew when we first started talking that it couldn't go very far because he was graduating this Spring and would be going of to Grad school. I told him that I was ok with going on with what we have even if it isn't a real relationship.
He was still really cautious however because he knew that guys will just say things like that to save face or whatever...but then go home and cry because their heart was broken. Which, I admit, would be something that I would do. Like I said before though, for some reason I really feel comfortable with not having a relationship with him. It would be really nice if we did make it that far but it just ins't possible and I'm not worried about it.
He was really nice about everything! He even said that he misses me sometimes and wants to call me but is afraid of making me think he anted something more.
I thought that was sweet! hehehe
So I think that we're just going to try and be friends and that's fine with me. I just wish I knew how to let him know that.
I know this might sound really slutty of me to say right after talking about Kevin...but the guy nextdoor is freakin HOTT!!!! I mean HOT!!!! I just saw him going to the shower in black boxer-briefs...I about had an orgasm!!!! TMI, I know...but DAMN!
Eric and I are going to try to get drunk tonight and then go to the Belt...we need a DD and someone to get us drinks! lol....we'll find someone, hehehe
We're innocent little boys! I swear! hahahahaha