I go back to school in a week! *wipes away frusrated tears*
I haven't been on here for a couple of weeks...it took me like a year to catch up with everyone...I don't think anyone has died(except for maybe poor Eric) so I think everything's all right.
I missed the foam party(grrr) but oh well....that's life...I did however get to go the the State Fair!!!! I've never been to the fair just to go...it was always with the State Fair Choir...I never realized that it was so boring if you were just going to go!(I hope that made sense)
Once I met up with the choir though it was a BLAST!!!!! I got to see all of my friends from last year and met some new people too. Everyone was hugging me and asking me how I was...I felt so loved,lol. I hung out with Hannah which was great...I love her so much, she is the best! I got to sing with the people of last years choir at the fianl concert while the rookies sat with the audience and listened, it was awesome...I got pictures with all the hotties that I could, all the guys that I was in LOVE with last year whether they were straight or not!lol
It felt really weird not being a part of the choir...I miss it...
I went again the next day(Sunday),hung out with my friend Janessa and watched them sing at the Celest Center...I thought that we were good last year, but this year they are AMAZING! I was very impressed...they are singing my FAVORITE choral song this year called the Awakening and they made me cry when they sang it...omg, it was so good.
There is SO much drama going on there too! hahaha...there's a lot of people who came out this year too I guess...and somehow everyone knows I'm gay...I don't care or anything, it's actually kind of nice because no one cares! The guys still talk to me and give me hugs like nothings changed...it's great!!!
I've always been kind of close to my director...last year all of the second year members who had graduated got together with him and he talked to us and them he came around and talked to us individualy...he told me that he had always wanted a family(he's like 50 and single) and that if he ever had a son he would want him to be just like me! At that I started to cry...that's all I could do, it was the nicest thing anyone had ever said to me! We all love Mr.Snyder, he's an amazing man.
So our church has sold pop in the grand stands of our county fair for several years as a fund raiser...we have to carry these things of pop up and down the stands...not fun or easy! Yesterday I had signed up to help them work so I did...it wasn't too bad other than the pop being REALLY heavy! I accidentally elbowed this little boy in the back of the head...I was like,"woops,sorry!"...he couldn't have been more than 12 years old,he turned around and gave me this mean look and said,"DANG! You need to watch where you're goin!"(with this really nasty attitude)...the black girl in me(a.k.a. Aplysia Lixx) almost came rushing out, I was like,"Oh no he didn't...boy I am almost twice your age and most definitely twice your size you best back up before I do what your momma obviously didn't do: teach you some manners!!"
ooooo, I was pissed...but I just kept my mouth shut and ignored him.
Last night they hand the Demolition Derby...hicks EVERYWHERE!!!! The place was packed! At first I didn't understand the attraction to it but if you watch it, it's actually quite entertaining! Especially when someone gets the crap knocked out of them! I felt really straight when I found myself enjoying it...but I like football too...or maybe I just like the skin-tight uniforms and everyone bending over! hahahaha
I missed the foam party(grrr) but oh well....that's life...I did however get to go the the State Fair!!!! I've never been to the fair just to go...it was always with the State Fair Choir...I never realized that it was so boring if you were just going to go!(I hope that made sense)
Once I met up with the choir though it was a BLAST!!!!! I got to see all of my friends from last year and met some new people too. Everyone was hugging me and asking me how I was...I felt so loved,lol. I hung out with Hannah which was great...I love her so much, she is the best! I got to sing with the people of last years choir at the fianl concert while the rookies sat with the audience and listened, it was awesome...I got pictures with all the hotties that I could, all the guys that I was in LOVE with last year whether they were straight or not!lol
It felt really weird not being a part of the choir...I miss it...
I went again the next day(Sunday),hung out with my friend Janessa and watched them sing at the Celest Center...I thought that we were good last year, but this year they are AMAZING! I was very impressed...they are singing my FAVORITE choral song this year called the Awakening and they made me cry when they sang it...omg, it was so good.
There is SO much drama going on there too! hahaha...there's a lot of people who came out this year too I guess...and somehow everyone knows I'm gay...I don't care or anything, it's actually kind of nice because no one cares! The guys still talk to me and give me hugs like nothings changed...it's great!!!
I've always been kind of close to my director...last year all of the second year members who had graduated got together with him and he talked to us and them he came around and talked to us individualy...he told me that he had always wanted a family(he's like 50 and single) and that if he ever had a son he would want him to be just like me! At that I started to cry...that's all I could do, it was the nicest thing anyone had ever said to me! We all love Mr.Snyder, he's an amazing man.
So our church has sold pop in the grand stands of our county fair for several years as a fund raiser...we have to carry these things of pop up and down the stands...not fun or easy! Yesterday I had signed up to help them work so I did...it wasn't too bad other than the pop being REALLY heavy! I accidentally elbowed this little boy in the back of the head...I was like,"woops,sorry!"...he couldn't have been more than 12 years old,he turned around and gave me this mean look and said,"DANG! You need to watch where you're goin!"(with this really nasty attitude)...the black girl in me(a.k.a. Aplysia Lixx) almost came rushing out, I was like,"Oh no he didn't...boy I am almost twice your age and most definitely twice your size you best back up before I do what your momma obviously didn't do: teach you some manners!!"
ooooo, I was pissed...but I just kept my mouth shut and ignored him.
Last night they hand the Demolition Derby...hicks EVERYWHERE!!!! The place was packed! At first I didn't understand the attraction to it but if you watch it, it's actually quite entertaining! Especially when someone gets the crap knocked out of them! I felt really straight when I found myself enjoying it...but I like football too...or maybe I just like the skin-tight uniforms and everyone bending over! hahahaha