Dec 31, 2004 13:57
yesterday was pretty rad for a weekday!!! april and davey came and picked me up and then we got some soda and snacks at the liqour store then went to lorenas and we started drinking it up our mickeys tasted gross for some reason but we still downed them and then lorena made the best screwdrivers ahh, plalyed super mario 1 and went on mysapce all crunekd with davey then i dont remember much else i was tired but it feels so good resting when youre that happy, april dropped me off and iw as all eating her krua thai, thanks april and thanks lorena, inside i tried watching tv but i felt like just sleeping but then i had some really really crazy dreams:
Thrashxitxup: like in the scariest one i remember i went to the hospital cos i was eating a boca burger and i spilled ketchup on me and i started thinking it was blood and i got all scared and was at the hospital and the doctor was like "youre a fucking idiot but your suffering of anorexia nervosa and you will be dissolved by tommorow" and then i went home all scared
Thrashxitxup: and i was trying to talk to my family before i died but everyone in my house kept ignoring/avoiding me and wouldnt even look up if i waved my hand in front of their face
Thrashxitxup: then i went to my room crying and iw alked in and it was like on E.T at the end when the wallsare all wrapped in plastic and plastic over the windows and the doctors are in space suits, and my bed was a steel operating table
Thrashxitxup: and they put me on it and it was so cold that i tried to lift myself off it and iw oke up and all the blankets and pillows were on the floor.. thats why i was so cold
realistic dreams are fuckin creepy, my mom was telling me to stay home today but every new years that i stay home im the only one that even stays up everyone else falls asleep at around 9 pm in my house oh well tommorow were playing at celestes with cream soda and the LP gig!!!