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I am done trying to make my life better Ken Im's me or tries to attack me about the money that he ows Jenn K and i always feel like i have to put my wall up because he attacks me about everything and anything he can I can't do it anymore and all of his friends think that i was attacking him but i wasn't until he did it to me this is the last time i will ever talk about him again he made my life a living hell and i hate him for it I feel sorry for his son because his dad is an asshole. Ihope that the new girl that he is dating gets hit like he hit me and threw me across a room because that is assult and it doesn't stop with one time it will get worse because thats the way his temper is. My life is going to be 100% different starting now because i don't have extra baggage anymore i don't have to worry about what i am going to get threatened with anymore because i am cutting him out of my life all that i want now is the DDR game hannah's movie the princess bride movie and the rest of my CD's that you gave me but stole back thats all find them give them back and get away from me. The reason that i kept going was not because i was obessed about it it was because i was sick of all the lies and i wanted to get answers Oh well i am fine with that becuse my life is way to important now to fuck it all up for a loser my life will go somewhere oh well my life will be better starting now because i am cutting out my stress. I go to councelng so does my 4 year old because we need to get our lives back after they were taken from us. I am done this is it yes i am still keeping my lj name not to remind me of him but to beable to talk to my friends on here without being attacked by all of Ken's friends because all of you have no right to pass judgement on me and my life because you are all reading things that i put in there after being angry for so long so get a grip all of you because no one knows the real Ken and he will make sure that no one ever does until they cross the line and then your screwed because he is a liar and he likes to belittle people all the time and make sure that he is the only one that people believe because he sounds so convincing well he isn't and i hope that he does screw up the rest of his life because i am making something of mine i will be opening my own business in 3 years a spa that is what i have always wanted in my life is something to be proud of and now i know that i can do it all i have to do is focus and make these changes. My life will soon be alot better because i will be happy and i will marry someone that accually loves me and won't cheat with KIDS because that right there is nasty even 18 is nasty because she is still a kid she isn't even old enough to drink which I am sure her and idiot get drunk all the time because that is all Ken ever does anyways i am done attacking him i am done talking about him and i am done with him because he has made my life a living hell and i hate him for that. I am so glad that i didn't marry him because i would be filing for a divorce right now because everything that i have found out about him in the last few months makes me feel like all i was was a babysitter and a maid so that he could sleep around and work well guess what i am now in search for someone who will accually love me for me and not cheat on me and cut me down all the time. I am done this is it i can't post anymore because its not worth it. I will now be posting about my life and my daughter and her accomplishments and she has many she is now starting a new dance class because i feel safer with her in a new class she knows alot more than a 4 year old should she makes me laugh everyday of my life i am so glad that i have her she makes my life worth living even though things are messed up she is always there to pick my day up and make it better. I am closing this part of my life forever because i can't deal with the stress i am having panic attacks everyday because of this nad i am done so all of you who think that i am not you will all be proven wrong my life is different now and it will continue to imporve everyday as long as i continue to be happy with all the choices that i have made. I will post more about my ever changing life as it happens well gotta go for now bye.