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I hate a certain person that i would like to disappear off the face of the earth maybe die in a car accident or something then i would feel better. The last two years of my life were a mistake my heart felt something that it never felt before but it was all a lie and a game for this person he never loved me it was a lie it was all a lie. His mom ran our entire relationship he always had to talk to her about everything and then our whole life revolved around what ever she told him to do. I was an idiot I thought maybe for once in my life i was getting a break with relationships because i have had a lot of bad ones but again i was wrong because this guy was the biggest mistake i had ever made. Another thing is i want to repost what was removed if no one read it I have secreats that no one knows like that fact that he is a liar he lies about everything and anything that he can he is addicted to sex he pissed in his bed. He has the nerve to call me a slut and tell me that i am a whore but yet he is the biggest one i have ever known and thats how he fucked up his back he was having sex and blew out his back i think it is sweet revenge for all the mean things he has done to hurt me intentially. Lets see he grabbed me and picked me up and yelled in my face then when i ran out he called me to tell me that he was sorry do you know that it is considered ABUSE when you grab another person violently and that is only the beginning of an abuser because they start by saying sorry then it tends to just get worse from then on because it starts happening everyday and thats how i think this guy is going to turn out he proves it everytime that i talk to him on the phone he makes me feel like i have to bow down to him because he has control over me because he has my stuff so he can just keep using it against me. There is only one person that i feel sorry for in this whole situation and that is his 4 year olds son because he has a dad that is addicted to sex and won't even spend time with him until he gets laid he sleeps till 2 in the afternoon and his kid watches cartoons by himself and he only eats once a day and thats Ramen noodles oh thats good for a 4 year old to eat oh wait sorry he also drinks juice boxes because he is too lazy to get up and get him a glass of milk i hate him and i hope that he loses his son to the state because that little boy needs a parent that cares about him and wants him around. The little boy is a pawn he is used as leverage against the guys parents and everyone else around him i feel sorry that he is going to grow up and be just like his asshole of a dad he will probably be a whore just like his dad before he is 15 because his dad has slept with like 50 women by now and that is sick because i have been with 5 people in my life and thats it and i can even name all of them i bet he can't even remember the names of all of his women before me but wait he cheated on me so he will beable to remember one.