May 18, 2010 17:45
I am having... the... CRAPPIEST day... EVER!!!
Man. I;ve just been annoyed all day. Which is NOT a good thing considering I work with children. I mean, I didn't lose my cool or anything; I've kept it together all day, but man, I'm so exhausted.
But yeah, I love Gina to death, but her daughter, Socorra is SPOILED rotten. Gina says it's her father's side of the family that makes her that way, but no deal bro... That's her too. Socorra can get away with an ax murder.
So she wanted to go outside today. Mind you, it's RAINING! This little girl tries to go outside in some FLIP-FLOPS. Flip-flops, bro.
No beuno.
I tell her to get some socks and shoes, she runs to Gina and says, 'AP said I can't go outside without socks and shoes!!!*cries*'
I'm like, 'It's raining outside.'
Gina is like, 'Aw, baby, it's raining.' Then yells at me to get her some shoes and socks. I'm like... *blank stare* *blinkage*
But yeah... Sometimes Gina will do anything to make Socorra RIGHT. Like, dude, she's only 3 years old. Spoiled rotten with the smartest mouth in the world. *face palm* I'm sick of it.
I can't spend my summer this way. I need to find a job that will let me work 24 hours so I don't have to come home. Heh...
Seriously though... This makes me not want to have kids. I don't know if I'll raise 'em right. I don't want to spoil them. I don't want to unknowingly neglect them. And I definitely don't want to to feel like I want to throw them out of the nearest window. Heh... heh... Not that I feel that way about kids now or anything... *innocent smile*
I just don't know how to feel about it. So whatever. As of now, I'm not having children. I'll probably change my mind next week. How's Autumn Stark sound? ^_^
Hmm... Maybe I'll find a baby daddy who looks like Robert Downey Jr.? Ha! Good luck, huh?
why?!,
real life,
kids,
robert downey jr.