labour day and then some

[kenshinzero]

well, i have had a wonderful weekend, aside from a few instances of confussion. and i must say shock, as well as a few moments of that whole "i just peeked in a door that i really want to stay on this side of" feeling. its been kick ass. i went to an indian church yesterday. it was tight. didn't understand a word of it, but i ate some food, and i ate this stuff in the service, don't know what it was. but it was rich enough that i almost gagged. "that would have been bad". about a week ago, i got really pissed at a friend of mine and stopped talking to her, erased her number and everything. cause she started going out with this guy i didn't approve of. she has been my best friend for years. she always told me that she had to approve of any girls i go out with. and i have not taken a few girls out because of her. well. she found out why i was mad. came to me, we talked. and we are friends. again. this was a few days ago. but i told her i still didnt' like it. but that was as far as i would go. well. i saw her tonight. she doesn't have my new cell number, and i still havent' gotten hers back. can't remember it. but anyway. apparently this guy who she has been living with since sometime this summer. cheated on her last night. and i can't help it, but i have been laughing at it for hours. i didn't laugh in front of her. i was nice. she had to go then, but she is coming to see me tomorrow. but the second i drove off, i busted out laughing. i could have told her. this shit happens to much. i till her things are gonna happen, she doesn't believe me, and then bam. it happens. i can predict relationships. i can. not to the day. but if i know the two people depending on the length of time i am fairly accurate. the longer they get, the harder it is to pinpoint the downfall. but i can usually tell the cause. haha. maybe thats why i don't have a girlfriend. and rarely do. if i know a girl, i can tell how long i will go out with her. and what will happen. and i can't stand the thought of just going out with someone i don't really love. and i can't love someone i don't think i could spend the rest of my life with. so better to just wait and hope. someday she will see. someday she will understand. someday she will wish she hadn't waited too long. malice grows towards anyone who causes the heart to suffer. and malice kills love. but as of now,
i am content to wait
forever if need be
for there is no other
who is right for me

and on that note, i am going to bed.

hope you all have an excellent tuesday. mine will be hell on earth. physics test, library hw, mechanics hw, study for western civ test. not to mention sleeping sometime. and a visit.

your most humble servant
pilot of the fairlady z #151
kenshin zero