Coming to an end

[kenshinseed]

Here lies a man, tears racing down his face
Thunder, just like the beat of his heart, echo’s through his room
His spirit broken, his soul cast into darkness

Here lies a man, engulfed in pain
His body tense with fear
His heart shattered like glass

Here lies a man, curled up in a corner
The very fibers of his being, like a piece of thread, ready to snap
The harshness of reality ever clear to him

Here lies a man, gazing relentlessly at his window
The stars so near that he reaches out to them for hope
Only to be shot down by those he loves the most

Here lies a man, forever changed
His mind filled with animosity and rage
His heart longing to be loved

Here lies a man, desperate and vulnerable
His world is flipped upside down as he is forced to head out on a journey all alone
The gates to his once exuberant soul sealed, forever more

*I have often wondered if it was human nature to try to make amends with those you have hurt or even those who have hurt you. To settle the differences between two people. The past couple of days I’ve put my heart and soul on the line to make amends with someone I truly love, who, even though they never had my best interest in mind, I cared about. But it was all for not. There’s this quote I read in my Bio class that I didn’t quit understand till now. “In order for someone to ride you, your back must first be bent” or something like that. I let myself be taking advantage of by this person who’s words were filled with such hatred that I ended up the loser in our discussions everytime. But not anymore. I no longer give this person the power to harm me. The damage is done and now its time to move on. Hopefully to a brighter future. I just hope one day I'll be able to truely open up again.