fml
i come here because i need a place to rant w/o certain people to see, while no one ever will. fyi: never friend family on fb, esp your mother. then you can't rant about her w/o her seeing it, and it sucks. should i even rant here? i feel like the more words i keep from her the worse i feel, but she has this amazing ability to ignore what i said and continue with something different. i really can't wait to go back to state college. at least there people left me alone, i could sleep in as long as i wanted w/o too much noise, and people left me alone. yea, i like being around people i want to be around, but i hate being around people i don't like or want to be around, which is everyday for me. maybe i like being alone more so than not?
on a lighter note, i'll be in state college by the afternoon on monday. can't wait for that to happen. i knew i should have left on saturday, but i hate drunk people. you can blame that on my mother. now i don't even like the ideal of drinking much.
also, the only time i can hang with just me and my mother is either when i meet up with her for lunch or if i ever go drinking with her. that's my value to her. yes, she deserves to be with whoever she wants, but he never goes home. but before i lose myself talking about that bastard, i'll stop here.
on a lighter note, i'll be in state college by the afternoon on monday. can't wait for that to happen. i knew i should have left on saturday, but i hate drunk people. you can blame that on my mother. now i don't even like the ideal of drinking much.
also, the only time i can hang with just me and my mother is either when i meet up with her for lunch or if i ever go drinking with her. that's my value to her. yes, she deserves to be with whoever she wants, but he never goes home. but before i lose myself talking about that bastard, i'll stop here.