I need to set things right!!!
Hiei Battosai: this is why I dont' talk to people
Hiei Battosai: cause things get out of control
Hiei Battosai: if I don't talk to anyone...then I can handle it myself
PhantasmicRealm: you should keep talking to people though
PhantasmicRealm: its healthy
Hiei Battosai: yeah
Hiei Battosai: look what it's doing for everyone
Hiei Battosai: everyone is angry at someone else
Hiei Battosai: I basically split everyone up
Hiei Battosai: because of my own problems
I sincerely apologize for ever talking about this to anyone. All I have done is gotten everyone pissed off at everyone else.
This goes out to everyone who knows about what's been going on lately. I ask...no, I beg that if you are a true friend and care about any of the parties involved in what's been going on, please let us work out our problems. I know that for the most part, I think Caroline and I see eye to eye and are able to work things out. I know you all care and want to help, but right now everyone's imput is just making things worse. Please don't hate Caroline for what she did to me, please don't hate me for getting people involved. Please see through to what things were like before.
Hiei Battosai: why do you think I'm a good person?
PhantasmicRealm: because you can even think about forgiving me...
Hiei Battosai: 6 years....is that how long
Hiei Battosai: all those summers and times
Hiei Battosai: you'll always be one of my closest friends
Hiei Battosai: I don't think we could date again...it would be a bad idea if we did I think
PhantasmicRealm: 5 or 6 years, yeah
Hiei Battosai: I can't trust you romantically anymore
PhantasmicRealm: mm
PhantasmicRealm: i know you can't
Hiei Battosai: but that has nothing to do with our friendship
Hiei Battosai: I'll always trust you
Hiei Battosai: respect yoiu
Hiei Battosai: *you
Hiei Battosai: and love you
Hiei Battosai: I'll never let go of our friendship....no event can change that relationship
Hiei Battosai: it's deeper then anything
I'm sorry Caroline, but I need to put this up! I need ot set an example! This is what's been happening between us. And we're the one's who were involved in this incident. If we can be like this, then I ask that everyone else please try to do the same. I know in your hearts that we are all friends, we have been for years. Don't let this one unfortunate thing seperate us from who we truely are. That is all I ask of all of you!
However!!!!
Hiei Battosai: I hope you understand if I can't forgive andrew for this
Hiei Battosai: I don't have the same connection with him that I have with you
PhantasmicRealm: i don't see how you can forgive me and not andrew?
Hiei Battosai: because of that connection
PhantasmicRealm: yeah
PhantasmicRealm: :-\ i feel bad for andrew
Hiei Battosai: ironically enough....trust is my most treasured trait...you know that, someone gains my trust, and I trust them completely, they lose that trust, it's difficult to get it back...that's how I pushed caroline away, because I didn't trust her as much after Atlanta and I was getting jealous and worried
Hiei Battosai: however...I still trust her as a friend...not a girlfriend
Hiei Battosai: and that's to do with a deeper bond and relationship
Hiei Battosai: but I'll be damned if I'm going to be betrayed and lied to!! I put up with a lot of shit....but that I refuse to
Hiei Battosai: I may be kind, gentle, and compassionate
Hiei Battosai: but I'll be damned if I'm going to be walked on by anyone
Hiei Battosai: anyone who knows me well....knows that about me
Hiei Battosai: I am soooo unbelivably furious with him
These are my feelings...I don't know about anyone elses!! The only reason I can even dream of forgiving Caroline is because of our relationship before all of this happened, long before. Andrew is a different story, especially when he says things like this, and I quote, "Trust me, I would never to that to a friend". That was what he told me when I was getting jealous of him spending a lot of time with Caroline!
Hiei Battosai: cause things get out of control
Hiei Battosai: if I don't talk to anyone...then I can handle it myself
PhantasmicRealm: you should keep talking to people though
PhantasmicRealm: its healthy
Hiei Battosai: yeah
Hiei Battosai: look what it's doing for everyone
Hiei Battosai: everyone is angry at someone else
Hiei Battosai: I basically split everyone up
Hiei Battosai: because of my own problems
I sincerely apologize for ever talking about this to anyone. All I have done is gotten everyone pissed off at everyone else.
This goes out to everyone who knows about what's been going on lately. I ask...no, I beg that if you are a true friend and care about any of the parties involved in what's been going on, please let us work out our problems. I know that for the most part, I think Caroline and I see eye to eye and are able to work things out. I know you all care and want to help, but right now everyone's imput is just making things worse. Please don't hate Caroline for what she did to me, please don't hate me for getting people involved. Please see through to what things were like before.
Hiei Battosai: why do you think I'm a good person?
PhantasmicRealm: because you can even think about forgiving me...
Hiei Battosai: 6 years....is that how long
Hiei Battosai: all those summers and times
Hiei Battosai: you'll always be one of my closest friends
Hiei Battosai: I don't think we could date again...it would be a bad idea if we did I think
PhantasmicRealm: 5 or 6 years, yeah
Hiei Battosai: I can't trust you romantically anymore
PhantasmicRealm: mm
PhantasmicRealm: i know you can't
Hiei Battosai: but that has nothing to do with our friendship
Hiei Battosai: I'll always trust you
Hiei Battosai: respect yoiu
Hiei Battosai: *you
Hiei Battosai: and love you
Hiei Battosai: I'll never let go of our friendship....no event can change that relationship
Hiei Battosai: it's deeper then anything
I'm sorry Caroline, but I need to put this up! I need ot set an example! This is what's been happening between us. And we're the one's who were involved in this incident. If we can be like this, then I ask that everyone else please try to do the same. I know in your hearts that we are all friends, we have been for years. Don't let this one unfortunate thing seperate us from who we truely are. That is all I ask of all of you!
However!!!!
Hiei Battosai: I hope you understand if I can't forgive andrew for this
Hiei Battosai: I don't have the same connection with him that I have with you
PhantasmicRealm: i don't see how you can forgive me and not andrew?
Hiei Battosai: because of that connection
PhantasmicRealm: yeah
PhantasmicRealm: :-\ i feel bad for andrew
Hiei Battosai: ironically enough....trust is my most treasured trait...you know that, someone gains my trust, and I trust them completely, they lose that trust, it's difficult to get it back...that's how I pushed caroline away, because I didn't trust her as much after Atlanta and I was getting jealous and worried
Hiei Battosai: however...I still trust her as a friend...not a girlfriend
Hiei Battosai: and that's to do with a deeper bond and relationship
Hiei Battosai: but I'll be damned if I'm going to be betrayed and lied to!! I put up with a lot of shit....but that I refuse to
Hiei Battosai: I may be kind, gentle, and compassionate
Hiei Battosai: but I'll be damned if I'm going to be walked on by anyone
Hiei Battosai: anyone who knows me well....knows that about me
Hiei Battosai: I am soooo unbelivably furious with him
These are my feelings...I don't know about anyone elses!! The only reason I can even dream of forgiving Caroline is because of our relationship before all of this happened, long before. Andrew is a different story, especially when he says things like this, and I quote, "Trust me, I would never to that to a friend". That was what he told me when I was getting jealous of him spending a lot of time with Caroline!