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....look...doesent this look like kenshin?.... ^_^X ...uhh...im bored......i think this will be the last entry in here for a while at least a few weeks unless something really cool happens to me or something?.....since i have been so bored and looking up pics have just made me more bored so i have been doing alot of thinking....i really really miss the conversations me and alex used to have....where i would make her laugh....and i remember.....than and smile and i wish for them back but its my fault they dissapered....she hasnt talked to me since friday night...its been a week and shes almost off grounding and i want to call but i ether dont want her hanging up on me again or bothering her...soooo if us not talking makes her happy then...i geuss i'll do whatever makes her happy... but i wish she would give me another chance but....i dont deserve one shes given me plenty....but i really have changed and i would like to show her but...hmmm i dont know how i can show her but i have messed up pretty badly i geuss...well i dont know what to do...i dont know what to say....all i can say is im sorry and i have changed....but i hope you start to feel happier?.....ohh....i wish you were on yesterday alex...well you proley were just not talking to me...but nicole(retarded whore) added me to her yahoo friends list...and i was telling her to tell justin that i said that he is an ass hole and a shitty friend and she said that he is a nice guy and asked why i think that and then she said..."its not because of that alex girl is it?" and i said that it was part of it becasue he knew how she felt about him and he still choose you and then i said its not like a two dollar whore would know what im talking about and that justin didnt deserve alex anyway shes way to good for him..and then the bitch had the audacity to say that shes beter than alex.....OMFG!!!! i blew up on her....i said "well since shes educated and doesent have a lisp and actually has a personality and doesent have to get guys to like them by how good you give head that i geuss not" then i said "geuss what?" and she said "what" and then i said "coton grow on plants not sheep" and she just said "fuck you"....then i said "no no fuck you bitch" then deleted and ignored her....see alex your not the only one that knows how to ignore people......and i found out today that she got justin drunk and made him go to walmart at 2 in the morning drunk to get....wait for it......wait for it....dr pepper.....yup....and he went...well i geuss when they had sex or whatever...she gave him a STD and made him retarded...well whatever he should have died with him in the car and it would have been tragic...im sorry i take that back.....it wouldent have been tragic because no one would care...muwahahahahahahahah.....im so evil...i could control the world....man im really hyper...i think?....i dont know...i wish juliet was on because i usually make her laugh when i am hyper....and i know im not funny and i dont see why she laughs but...she laughs and thats good....man...i havent made alex laugh in a long time.....hummmm...i'll have to try and make her?.....i doubt i can since i can never talk to her.....uhh....im bored and courtney(robs sister) is yelling at me somehow over the computer to hold Juliets hand during the HP movie...and although i would enjoy that...i am 99% possitive she would not like it...so i dont think i will....uhh....but i do get to sit next to her....that will be fun...she said i get to sit next to her if i tell her something.....uhh....im bored *sighs* well i think i will go to bed....or not...yeah i think i will when this RK manga is done downloading....its the 3rd time i had to download it because this damned puppy keeps un hooking the plug.....but shes just a puppy and doesent know what she is doing.....well....good bye...huh..i still want to type...man this would drive and english teacher crazy.....ohh geuss what geuss what....i was smarter than Juliet in one thing..for about an hour...well the reason it took an hour or so is because thats how long it took me to tell her everything i knew about the subject...whats the subject you say?....Japanese history.....yup she is the only person i have shared my knowledge with and proley the last becasue that was a hell of alot of typing...lol....well mabey i will post it on here one day?....uhh...now i am not smarter than her in anything...damnitt....well me and her were also talking about how she would like me to teach her how to sword fight....remeinds me of someone but that "someone" was not commited and didnt even try once....well she said that she would like to but her mom would not let her come to my house....and then we were talking more and she said something that surprised me...i said that i need to talk to her mom so that i can come over and hang out with her more and she said "thats a good idea but it would be hard" well not those words but to the same effect.....but yeah i think i am going to get off now....im kinda tired...like i said...i got no sleep last night worrying about Juliet.....i think i worry to much....but i like worrying about her because if i worry...i in turn have to think about her...and so on and so on.....well i think i am really going to get off now so bye bye