May 12, 2005 04:58
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okay now i dont know what the hell to do...i mean i dont think i wanna go out with Jeff anymore...because i dont think he likes me anymore..and i dont think he wants to go out with me anymore.
because he doesnt really talk to me anymore like he used to. he doesnt really show it much anymore. and i was told that if he went out with me than he would be more depressed.
and i dont want that
i just want him to be happy
...
if that happends again
because i asked my pastor to pray for him and i hope it works because i really care for him and still like him...but i dunno
i guess we just have to accept this new jeff now
but i will really miss the old one
alot
but i guess we'll have to see where the future will take him
i just hope he follows his heart...
for his sake
not mine
~Kenshin