Advice
This is for those who want to listen. If this post offends you in any way. Get over it...
This is not some rant or some hope that people will feel sorry for me and try to comfort myself.
As most of you have read in my past post I just got my heart trampled on. And once again this isn't some "feel sorry for mario" post. I'm posting what I have learned since I have had a few weeks to really think about everything.
In every serious relationship you get to share a special part of yourself with a person. And they get to do the same with you. You build something for each of you to stand on and grow together. It's important to know that this is a double edged sword. You might be wondering how.... Well pretty much you open yourself more than you can with the people you call friends. You share parts of your life that you don't even realize are vulnurable.
In my most recent relationship I realized what it was like to think someone loves you. I got to feel what it was like to give everything you have only to have it discarded like a meaningless piece of trash. I built what I thought was a good foundation and something that I could rely on only to have it crumble. And each time I rebuilt it it crumbled faster.
I look back and keep reading other people's post and other people's failed relationships... and I read them and realize that I'm not like that. I'm not going to sit around and wonder why it didn't work. I'm not wondering why she did what she did. I've moved on. I guess what made it so easy to move on was that their never was anything there. There was no returned love so their is no remorse when I decided to not come back.
I have tried to look back and see if there is anytime that made me smile that wasn't tained with her cheating on me... and I don't see anything. I don't see anything at all. I guess what hurts the most is that I gave a part of myself to a person that was not able to handle it.
These times make us stronger... A lot stronger. I have friends that have been in a simalar situation and well I feel for you guys but it's time to step up to the play and continute to play ball. Life doesn't wait on me and I'm not gong to wait on life to get better. I'm moving on and I'm going to be happy.
If people try to get in my way they can go to hell on the bus i'm going to send them on. I'm tired of outside forces effecting the way I live my life. If you wish to make someone's life a living hell... Go work at BestBuy because that is all that place is good for...
You might be offended you might not like me but I really could care less. My close friends and the ones that return the love I give them have stronger bonds than most people create in their entire lives. I'll break it down like this my friends have delt with more bullshit and drama from me than anyone I have been around in my entire life and they are willing to deal with more of it just so we can talk about something. My friends lay out life for me how it needs to be said. We don't beat around the bush. We don't like someone or don't think it's in someone's best intrest you'll find it out from us right off the bat.
Well I don't know how this post is going to be taken. This is a collective though so it has no relation to time. So if you did something recent you think might have set me off I doubt it was you. I just was going through old post and realized how blind I was. Oh well
It's better to have love and lost than never to have loved at all... That's true if the love is pure. Because it's not better to loose something that never existed.
This is not some rant or some hope that people will feel sorry for me and try to comfort myself.
As most of you have read in my past post I just got my heart trampled on. And once again this isn't some "feel sorry for mario" post. I'm posting what I have learned since I have had a few weeks to really think about everything.
In every serious relationship you get to share a special part of yourself with a person. And they get to do the same with you. You build something for each of you to stand on and grow together. It's important to know that this is a double edged sword. You might be wondering how.... Well pretty much you open yourself more than you can with the people you call friends. You share parts of your life that you don't even realize are vulnurable.
In my most recent relationship I realized what it was like to think someone loves you. I got to feel what it was like to give everything you have only to have it discarded like a meaningless piece of trash. I built what I thought was a good foundation and something that I could rely on only to have it crumble. And each time I rebuilt it it crumbled faster.
I look back and keep reading other people's post and other people's failed relationships... and I read them and realize that I'm not like that. I'm not going to sit around and wonder why it didn't work. I'm not wondering why she did what she did. I've moved on. I guess what made it so easy to move on was that their never was anything there. There was no returned love so their is no remorse when I decided to not come back.
I have tried to look back and see if there is anytime that made me smile that wasn't tained with her cheating on me... and I don't see anything. I don't see anything at all. I guess what hurts the most is that I gave a part of myself to a person that was not able to handle it.
These times make us stronger... A lot stronger. I have friends that have been in a simalar situation and well I feel for you guys but it's time to step up to the play and continute to play ball. Life doesn't wait on me and I'm not gong to wait on life to get better. I'm moving on and I'm going to be happy.
If people try to get in my way they can go to hell on the bus i'm going to send them on. I'm tired of outside forces effecting the way I live my life. If you wish to make someone's life a living hell... Go work at BestBuy because that is all that place is good for...
You might be offended you might not like me but I really could care less. My close friends and the ones that return the love I give them have stronger bonds than most people create in their entire lives. I'll break it down like this my friends have delt with more bullshit and drama from me than anyone I have been around in my entire life and they are willing to deal with more of it just so we can talk about something. My friends lay out life for me how it needs to be said. We don't beat around the bush. We don't like someone or don't think it's in someone's best intrest you'll find it out from us right off the bat.
Well I don't know how this post is going to be taken. This is a collective though so it has no relation to time. So if you did something recent you think might have set me off I doubt it was you. I just was going through old post and realized how blind I was. Oh well
It's better to have love and lost than never to have loved at all... That's true if the love is pure. Because it's not better to loose something that never existed.