Wondering
What's up?,
So I'm laying down just letting thoughts go through my head. I just don't know what to do anymore sometimes.
I mean yesterday was awesome. I helped my friend david and jason move into their new apartment. Well some weird cords where hit just because tamera acted weird around them. Oh well maybe its just me.
Then we went to asian city. The place is awesome but everytime I go in there I think of the day tamera and jason went there. Oh well just something I will get over. I mean I guess it is bc her and I havnt made memories of it.
Then on our way back she talks to one of her friends and the friend wants her to come down and hang out for a few days. I immedialey got pissed bc of past things that have happened in that scenario. Is it wrong for me to act this way?
I also just went through her phone bill (with her approval) and I knew what I was gonna see but I guess the big thing that upset me was she called him when she got home after spending the day with me. The day was my birthday.
I guess I just don't like how throught the phone bill there where times when I would call and she would get off the phone with me to talk to him.
And the best part about it all is he is persuasive like that. Saying stuff like "it isn't wrong/cheating if they where in love" how much bullshit is that? I mean seriously he was just using her and filling her head with this bullshit.
Oh well we are over it I just had to post bc I read the phone bill and thought about this. Hopefully next months is "clean"
Oh and I love you tamera. Deeply don't get pissed. Things arnt being brought back up. I just gotta vent somewhere bc its not longer a topic to be discused between us. I just got upset after seeing the bill since it was withing the last 30 days.
Sorry for my faults. I love you
--krillin3230
So I'm laying down just letting thoughts go through my head. I just don't know what to do anymore sometimes.
I mean yesterday was awesome. I helped my friend david and jason move into their new apartment. Well some weird cords where hit just because tamera acted weird around them. Oh well maybe its just me.
Then we went to asian city. The place is awesome but everytime I go in there I think of the day tamera and jason went there. Oh well just something I will get over. I mean I guess it is bc her and I havnt made memories of it.
Then on our way back she talks to one of her friends and the friend wants her to come down and hang out for a few days. I immedialey got pissed bc of past things that have happened in that scenario. Is it wrong for me to act this way?
I also just went through her phone bill (with her approval) and I knew what I was gonna see but I guess the big thing that upset me was she called him when she got home after spending the day with me. The day was my birthday.
I guess I just don't like how throught the phone bill there where times when I would call and she would get off the phone with me to talk to him.
And the best part about it all is he is persuasive like that. Saying stuff like "it isn't wrong/cheating if they where in love" how much bullshit is that? I mean seriously he was just using her and filling her head with this bullshit.
Oh well we are over it I just had to post bc I read the phone bill and thought about this. Hopefully next months is "clean"
Oh and I love you tamera. Deeply don't get pissed. Things arnt being brought back up. I just gotta vent somewhere bc its not longer a topic to be discused between us. I just got upset after seeing the bill since it was withing the last 30 days.
Sorry for my faults. I love you
--krillin3230